turning 30 on 29th

[AgapeBible]

I have my 30th birthday on Nov. 29th, monday. I have mixed feelings. I am disapointed at getting older and don't want to get old. 30 is not that old compared to an entire human lifespan. I don't want to waste my life. I keep trying, perhaps I am going with my plan for myself, not God's plan for me. I have no idea what God would have planned for me, it would be simliar to what I have planned, I have disabilities and limitations that prevent me from fulfilling wild dreams I have, but still, I can work past those with God's help. I don't think God would have planned for me something that's beyond my abilities, that I am not able to do because of my weaknesses. I wish I could do more than what I can, but this is the way God made me.

 

[MehTeh]

Happy Birthday Agapedragon.

Don't stress at getting older. While we should strive to serve God we also need to accept that we don't know the mind of God, nor do we know what he has planned for us.

I understand that you feel limited, but don't let that dissuade you from service, and don't feel that you have to aim for something well within what you feel your capabilities are. Let God be your strength and your source of confidence in everything.

God Bless,