- Apr 19, 2007
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triggering
i dont want to write my story as i dont know all my story my alters do i will leave it up to them if they want to say anything .
the abuse as i remember it started when i was 13
some of my mums friends who she trusted .
made to have sex with them and there friends
then having to clean my self up and go to school the next day i dont know how i did that
i dont remember every time i was abused by them i dont even remember when it has stopped all i know is that it stopped but then i was abused again by another friend of the family
when iwas 20 i was then raped it happened a few more times after that i then started drinking and met some one i though i could trust he abused me and made me sell my body i dont remember that part of it i remember going out then coming back with the money nothing else
i guess my alters remember the things i dont remember
i stopped working after being attacked in my own house
the drinking got worse and worse until i got very ill and was told to stop or else
i stopped that was 2 years ago since then i have met my now husband some one who care so much about me and the alters he stopped working to care for me and them ( i have M.E as well as other mental health problems ) we have only been married a month and he deals with so much from me and the alters and her has his own depression to take care of but i dont think i would be alive today if it wasn't for my husband
Ella
i dont want to write my story as i dont know all my story my alters do i will leave it up to them if they want to say anything .
the abuse as i remember it started when i was 13
some of my mums friends who she trusted .
made to have sex with them and there friends
then having to clean my self up and go to school the next day i dont know how i did that
i dont remember every time i was abused by them i dont even remember when it has stopped all i know is that it stopped but then i was abused again by another friend of the family
when iwas 20 i was then raped it happened a few more times after that i then started drinking and met some one i though i could trust he abused me and made me sell my body i dont remember that part of it i remember going out then coming back with the money nothing else
i guess my alters remember the things i dont remember
i stopped working after being attacked in my own house
the drinking got worse and worse until i got very ill and was told to stop or else
i stopped that was 2 years ago since then i have met my now husband some one who care so much about me and the alters he stopped working to care for me and them ( i have M.E as well as other mental health problems ) we have only been married a month and he deals with so much from me and the alters and her has his own depression to take care of but i dont think i would be alive today if it wasn't for my husband
Ella
