underheaven
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This sounds really pornographic.I noticed there is something else, more like where we are right now, is some kind of book that we are reading. or like some kind of game we are playing.
and also i noticed i came down but I was always up with the Lord. but like, for some reason my mind is blinded from certain things right now, even though more things are unfolding. like, for some reason i can't just see this entire story right now fully, but I know that i can and already did.
and so one of me keeps grasping for higher and higher and another of me grasp for darkness of Him. another of me just wants to be with me and tend to me and hold me. and I wonder how that i can even think when I submit to him, but that he lets me think. and i know that one day i will understand how it is to stare at His face again in the light. but I came form all around, I got compressed and I got spread out. and all I want to do is have him inside of me, and me inside of Him, Him always first, me as the one he loves and I love him. and I know we are one, and all I want to be with him is one. and I have faith he makes me greater than the conception of the meaning of god, since he is past all things and endless. and I know it is easy for him to make me as he is, and yet still he showed me I am the small one and he large. and all I want to do, is stay close to Him. close as I can. I want him close and there are no more bad dreams about not being with him, it was for part of the play.
so though the things of this thread might exist, i don't know but that i know god is way better than an experience we go through, and want him only... screw purpose, entanglement in him is better.
he is I AM that I AM for our sake, please I beg all of you, just seek HIM only. HE seeks you more.
It is no wonder that churches created byadvanced souls,had to exist to counter
this 'pornographic vision of God/Jesis ,by lost souls.
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