Sometimes I'll wonder if I'll ever find anyone. It took me 19 years to find someone I found worthy to date. And after I'd known him for about 9 months he decided he didn't want any relationships at least during college, and broke up with me. We are friends now and have been for 3-4 months, although it's a struggle for both of us to walk that line. So I pine for him day in and day out, which is probably a little ridiculous.
I think my problem is that I am TOO selective... I see people dating person after person, and I couldn't imagine doing that... but surely I can find more than one person, can't I? Yet on the other hand, selectivity seems to be a gift, when I consider that I may be spending the rest of my life with whomever I "select."
But I've never even met someone as selective as I am. Even people who have never dated have a steady string of rejections to show for it. Meanwhile I pine for the one guy I wanted to date, while rejecting my other friends. I don't know. Tell me, am I crazy?