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Throw Up at the World!

PetraFan007

I try as hard as I can.
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Jealousy has taken the best of me
Girls that are too pretty for me
The ones who are beautiful and know it
are all that my blind eyes see

I wanna throw up at the world!

Rage is flowing through my veins
I've gone so through so much pain
What they did was not in vain
I didn't defend when my heart was slain

I wanna throw up at the world!

I was once so mad at the thought
that some people were better than me
But how can I not
when now I see that EVERYONE is!

I wanna throw up at the world!

I can't bare to see you get ...blessed again
It's not fair, why can't I ...understand
What's mine is stolen, and there's ...nothing I can do
Rich get richer, poor get poorer ...a balance due

I wanna throw up at the world!
I wanna throw up at the world!
I wanna throw up at the world!
I wanna throw up at the world!

(Ending: Spoken)

Alright, you know where this song is going.
You know I want what you have if it takes all that I am to get it.
You are blessed, saved or not, you get everything.
Love, girls, life, money...and I get nothing.
I'm an outcast, and I have nothing to prove myself with.
I see you laughing there, I admit it---what you say gets to me.
You know the right buttons to push to get me mad, what can I say?
You know what? You're right, I'm wrong, oh well.
The price for being me means getting harrassed.
I'll let it all hang out for attack, right in front of you.
Go ahead, I don't care anymore!
Life has been a cruel sick joke, yes I'm crying about it. So sue me.
I'd cry like a sissy in the corner if it weren't for my pride.
I'm a loser, yes I am...look at my stupidity.
lalalala, (make stupid noises), hey look at me, I'm a child of God!
The saddest thing of all is I had to be the first one to write this song!
Why DID IT HAVE TO BE ME!
But I know it had to be done.
But after all is said in done, Thank you God.
Vengeance is the Lords...