Thoughts

[simi]

I sit here and wonder why?
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Why are you so judgemental?
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Why do you jump to conclusions?
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It hurts, that was not my intention.
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You dont understand me
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and i most probably don't understand you
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Im sick of this attitude
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Are you out to get me or just make me feel like ****?
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You do it all the time,
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Im so used to ur insults, ur put downs
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It seems so natural to me now
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I can't say anything around you anymore
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without being judged for it
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I know you love me
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you just don't show it
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I need to accept that
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This is the way you are
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~*SIMI*~
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[jdw4jesus]

Wow, that was very heartfelt and very sad....if this is a true thing that is going on now, then I am praying for you and I wish you the best!

GOD BLESS,

Jonathan

 

[simi]

thanx =) ah its a battle i have had my whole life, never really put it to words before though.

My mum has been married 3 times, my dad, 3 times and has yet another fiance. (dont get me wrong sheess sooo lovely though but i just guess things are bleh sometiems)

Always get put downs from mum. She treats my stepdad like .... also but i guess i have lived with it this much and will be moving away soon when i graduate from uni and all that jazz. lol and well my bro haha if i said anythign around him like sharing my opinion i would get my head bitten off.

No one is perfect, we all have bad stuff happen in our lives, stuff that moulds us into the people we are today. ITs just a hurdle in life that im dealing with and God is on my side so nothing can stop me!

=)