it is a struggle for me sometimes to look beyond the ways of people...racist people, whether directly or indirectly...people who act above and higher than something or someone that they don't remotely try to understand..just flat out hateful and yet they yell "Praise God!" all day, everyday...phoney, fake people...unforgiving people...hateful and spiteful people...I soooooo desperately want to see everything and feel everything like Jesus does...and most of the time i succeed, then there are times when i will put on a smile, but it's not genuine, and the other times i just flat out get evil...and I HATE EVIL with a passion, i don't want it in me, at all...and it irks me to no end...I really need encouragement and uplift daily to carry me, if you find it in your heart, please pray for a struggling man...