This stinks

[dabro]

Okay I keep going in circles with this decause Either I am pre destined to go to Heaven or hell. IDK? to be honest I don't deserve Heaven so my flesh tells me I'm going to Hell. What the heck man. What ever happened to my free will. Do I still have it or am I simply being used and abused. I don't know if this is OCD or God or shizophrenia. It's really getting to me and I havn't had anybody respond to my last posts so PLease can someone help me and say that they have been thru this.

 

[Tonyy2]

I see where you are coming from. Ive been in situations similar. But OCD craves attention. Whatever it may be it wil grab a hold of. Try to cast all your anxiety on The Lord and He will take care of you. Your battle is not against God.

 

[dabro]

With this there is no anxiety! It's just a thought that kinda consumes me at times then all of a sudden it stop's. WTHECK!

 

[SoldierOfSoul]

Just recognize dabro that you have mental problems just like all of us in this forum and try not to dwell on the symptoms when they manifest themselves. Jesus loves us and no matter what we are going through we can know that by looking to His cross. I know its hard man, but things will get better, it will not always be this bad, trust that the Lord will bring you out of this.

 

[Tredoslop]

Yeah, intellectual and theological problems can be agitated by OCD - I've been there. But I'll keep you in my prayers.
And if you're still beaten up by the predestination thing, remember that the Bible still affirms human free will. Yes, I believe in God's sovereign choice, but He still pleads with sinners to mend their ways and turn from their wickedness. And most Christians affirm God's sovereignty and human free choice; so, they're neither Calvinists (no free will/more sovereignty) or Arminianists (yes, free will/less sovereignty), but instead, they just say it's a mystery. The important thing is: who do you follow?

Remember after Peter denied Jesus three times, Jesus still forgave him.
But when Peter looked at John and said, "What about him?", Jesus replied, "What is it to you? You must follow me."

 

[dabro]

Thanks guys for listening. The thoughts of pre destiny have shut up. But I look for clues like coincedences that prove that I'm pre destined and thats schizophrenia. But I bet some of ya'll have felt things like that. I'm just more prone to it thats all.!