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picassoui
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First i need to preface what i am about to say by making a distinction between this and what i have talked about before .If you don't see this then you will miss the point and it will seem that i am just being repetitive and im not ..
This afternoon i was in bed i am a late riser and i suddenly though two identical blasphemous thoughts .. They did not pop up it was like (and this is my fear) i thought them myself intentionally. I cannot say it was OCD for sure i just can't know that for sure .. Was it premeditated? I dont think so..But it just sort of happened .. I don't know if it is a product of the compulsion to counter because i suffer from a true compulsion to counter bad thoughts and i find that if i dont do it out loud i start doing it in my head without thinking ..
My fear is that i just thought it suddenly without thinking about what i was thinking and now i am condemned has anyone experieenced this ? That is with the distinction that it may have been something YOU thought yourself but perhaps you did it suddenly without even thinking about what you were saying ...?
This afternoon i was in bed i am a late riser and i suddenly though two identical blasphemous thoughts .. They did not pop up it was like (and this is my fear) i thought them myself intentionally. I cannot say it was OCD for sure i just can't know that for sure .. Was it premeditated? I dont think so..But it just sort of happened .. I don't know if it is a product of the compulsion to counter because i suffer from a true compulsion to counter bad thoughts and i find that if i dont do it out loud i start doing it in my head without thinking ..
My fear is that i just thought it suddenly without thinking about what i was thinking and now i am condemned has anyone experieenced this ? That is with the distinction that it may have been something YOU thought yourself but perhaps you did it suddenly without even thinking about what you were saying ...?