Nobody can help me, help this poor girl...? She told someone, that when she stayed the night over here that while she was sleeping implants were put in her, she wouldn't accept an arctic winter Jacket from me cause she can't stay at my house, I have a roommate she ripped off and she not allowed at my house, and she burned all her other bridges with people, friends and family in a similar fashion, and she might have had to spend a night on the streets, but/and/so, she wouldn't accept an arctic jacket that would have kept her warm, because she thought it was bugged, i found out she told another person later on...
I had to drop her off one night on the street and she had no where to go... If I were living by myself, I might have taken her in, but she cannot be trusted... you have to hide your money, or sleep with your wallet under your pillow, and then there's pills... I have to practically lock up my medication, which I don't have a safe, so I cant do, or I can't ever leave her alone in my room for any period of time.
So I felt bad, that I asked myself, "Is this what Jesus would do?" when I was the last place she could turn to, would Jesus have put her out (dropped her off on the streets) like I felt like I was forced to do, but my hands were tied because of my roommate, and from when she was allowed to stay with us for about a months time, and she ripped my roommate roommate off (stole from him) and got kicked out, well she found various peoples houses to stay at, but burned her bridges there too, so, I became the last place that she thought she could turn to, but my hands were tied because of my roommate, I'm sorry if I failed you Jesus... I know those are the very people you came for, so, I'm sorry...
But I think the stress and pressure has been too much for her, and she's starting to lose her mind in a similar way that I did, and I wonder if part of it is my fault somehow...?