I want to thank you all for all the prayers, and support you've been giving me. It helps more than I can even explain. I thank the Lord for you all, and ask him to bestow his blessings upon each and every one of you.
I have a task that sits in front of me now. I feel the Lord is telling me to attend a feast. I am not to take part in the feast, I only need to deliver a message to all those that do show up for it.
I already have the words that need to be said, but my struggle is how to deliver the message. If I stand up and give a speach to everyone at my brothers restaurant, surely it would cause some kind of a scene. I worry that my emmotions might get the better of me, and thus take away from the message that needs to be delivered. I could also just write up a letter and hand each person a copy after they sit down to eat, and then be on my way.
This is going to be something that's not going to be very easy for me to do. What my brother did to me is the exact same thing he pulled on my Mother not too long ago. I tried to do something about it then, but there just weren't enough resources. And it was hard to prove what he was realy doing. While praying for my Mom the Lord simply told me that she will help others.
My younger brother called me up last night, He wanted to know when a good time for me would be to go help clean up the house because they need to get everything out of it so they can hand the house over to the bank. They plan on doing this tomorrow and plan to divide things up between everyone. To me this felt like nothing more than a kick in the teeth. It wasn't my Dads stuff that I wanted, and my brother knew his stuff ment nothing to me. So he took away the one thing that did. Ever since we were children my brother always refused to let God in his life, he wanted nothing to do with church or with God, and still doesn't. Therefore I must now warn him to repent and turn away from Satans grip, If I don't warn him then I'll be held accountable for not doing so.
I pray for courage and strength to accomplish what the Lord wants me to do, and pray that all I do or say, will be done according to Gods will and not my own.
I ask you'll join me in this prayer, and also give thanks to the Lord for the awesome way he is able to comfort us when we most need it. Even though I'm not making many posts, I do still continue to keep you all in my prayers.
I have a task that sits in front of me now. I feel the Lord is telling me to attend a feast. I am not to take part in the feast, I only need to deliver a message to all those that do show up for it.
I already have the words that need to be said, but my struggle is how to deliver the message. If I stand up and give a speach to everyone at my brothers restaurant, surely it would cause some kind of a scene. I worry that my emmotions might get the better of me, and thus take away from the message that needs to be delivered. I could also just write up a letter and hand each person a copy after they sit down to eat, and then be on my way.
This is going to be something that's not going to be very easy for me to do. What my brother did to me is the exact same thing he pulled on my Mother not too long ago. I tried to do something about it then, but there just weren't enough resources. And it was hard to prove what he was realy doing. While praying for my Mom the Lord simply told me that she will help others.
My younger brother called me up last night, He wanted to know when a good time for me would be to go help clean up the house because they need to get everything out of it so they can hand the house over to the bank. They plan on doing this tomorrow and plan to divide things up between everyone. To me this felt like nothing more than a kick in the teeth. It wasn't my Dads stuff that I wanted, and my brother knew his stuff ment nothing to me. So he took away the one thing that did. Ever since we were children my brother always refused to let God in his life, he wanted nothing to do with church or with God, and still doesn't. Therefore I must now warn him to repent and turn away from Satans grip, If I don't warn him then I'll be held accountable for not doing so.
I pray for courage and strength to accomplish what the Lord wants me to do, and pray that all I do or say, will be done according to Gods will and not my own.
I ask you'll join me in this prayer, and also give thanks to the Lord for the awesome way he is able to comfort us when we most need it. Even though I'm not making many posts, I do still continue to keep you all in my prayers.
