In recent weeks I lost my eldest uncle & this weekend I lost my favorite grammar school teacher. I'm still trying to get over the passing of Carrie Fisher & Debbie Reynolds. I honestly am troubled that our life on earth is rather short. And with some people it's shorter. My heart aches at the loss of a celebrity, the passing of someone from cancer, the genocide of human beings, even pets. So I want to poke some questions out there. Given heaven, what do you look like & what age are you? Given heaven, what do you do all day? When does the soul leave the body? What happens to our pets & animals? Why do people have to die of cancer? I can only come up with the following. Heaven is not a place; it's a state or status. Makes most sense to me that the soul leaves the body immediately upon death. No wait period. Has to be immediated. Age, appearance, gender. Wouldn't be nice if we could all choose our time to go back too. Makes no sense that God would give one an appearance; perhaps one is unisex like an angel with the personality emanating. Why cancer? Why such a harsh punishment? God raised Lazarus but why not those after him. How does taking of a person manifest itself in the glory of God. O come thee o breath from the 4 winds of the earth. Our dogs & cats, bunnies & birds. Why would not they be raised from the dead? God created them too. Define eternity. Everlasting glory. Too profound for me to establish. I try & observe the departures of all of those who have already left us, be it Anne Frank, Linus Pauling, Mozart, Shakespeare, Newton, St. Silvan, Michelangelo, John Hancock. They're all gone. I'd like to think they just went on to a place where there are no death camps, no disease, no courts of law, no IRS, no dictators. Again it's very hard to get a grip on this. I'm a big follower of sacred music of the middle ages. I find it very uplifting & all of it is about God. It puts me in a trance of how wonderful God's real kingdom is. Even then our many denominations differ in their characterization at death. This is why I simplified it & said to myself: Jesus died once & for all. If the work had not been finished, what would be the point. The goats he separates out are beyond what I describe as ordinary sinners. I think that those who try to usurp the power of God in a greedy way of trying to control large ensembles of people to be on His level is that which deprives them of any eternity in paradise.