Hi every one,
I am from Saudi Arabia and I am a Saudi I call my self here Jacob, somehow I love this name, will dear reader not too long ago I was kneeling down crying putting my face down in the ground because of what I thought of at the time "The One True God" I was ready to die for his name, I was ready all the time to give him my all my money, my eyes and everything you can think of, however I always felt loneliness, but my faith for him was so strong nothing can shake it, and sometimes I felt love, I have always asked and never failed to ask God to always light the path of my life with the truth, and to continue to show me the way to him and to cure my sadness and loneliness with it, I looked for a lot of different religions including Christianity to investigate them to show people what I used to think and what I use to tell me self how beautiful my religion was, but finally when I had the courage to investigate mine I told GOD please it is for the truth, and for the truth I ready to investigate my religion and for nothing else I would've investigated it for, and you are a very Gracious Loving and Patient God, the curtains started to drop one by one as I investigate to unveil an ugly deformed lie that I have served, for the sake of the truth I was ready to leave this lie for the no return a journey learning seeking and investigating that lasted for six years, and here I am a seeker and I seek the One who loved me more than myself, the one who gave me the courage, the one who dusted me from a poisonous environment, the One whom I felt his love all along and still do and I am here to seek Him and to see if his way is this way, Thank you all.
I am from Saudi Arabia and I am a Saudi I call my self here Jacob, somehow I love this name, will dear reader not too long ago I was kneeling down crying putting my face down in the ground because of what I thought of at the time "The One True God" I was ready to die for his name, I was ready all the time to give him my all my money, my eyes and everything you can think of, however I always felt loneliness, but my faith for him was so strong nothing can shake it, and sometimes I felt love, I have always asked and never failed to ask God to always light the path of my life with the truth, and to continue to show me the way to him and to cure my sadness and loneliness with it, I looked for a lot of different religions including Christianity to investigate them to show people what I used to think and what I use to tell me self how beautiful my religion was, but finally when I had the courage to investigate mine I told GOD please it is for the truth, and for the truth I ready to investigate my religion and for nothing else I would've investigated it for, and you are a very Gracious Loving and Patient God, the curtains started to drop one by one as I investigate to unveil an ugly deformed lie that I have served, for the sake of the truth I was ready to leave this lie for the no return a journey learning seeking and investigating that lasted for six years, and here I am a seeker and I seek the One who loved me more than myself, the one who gave me the courage, the one who dusted me from a poisonous environment, the One whom I felt his love all along and still do and I am here to seek Him and to see if his way is this way, Thank you all.
