The Pain of not knowing the Truth
by a servant of JESUS
Subject: I spent my whole life falling into traps of evil spirits and satan!
It all started when I was a small boy (about 7), I accepted Jesus in to my heart, I really did not know what I had done because even at such a young age satan flooded me with temptations & I bought his lies about Sin, So even as a child I was consumed w/ sin
My sins were great (sexual, lies).
Now seven years have passed and I rededicate my life to Jesus, to no avail condemnation destroyed me because I could not stop sinning (drugs, sex, thefts, lies) & I did not know why? The will to do good was there but I could not find the way to stop sinning!
Now this has happened time & time again over the cource of my life. GOD, tried to help me, but time & time again I believed the lies of Lucifer, he is very clever in his deceptions, the things he told me I believed! Like you have to stop sinning or GOD will destroy you (now that is true, but what satan failed to tell me was that Jesus was & is my power to conquer sin, I thought that I had to conquer sin, NO its by the power of the Lord JESUS. You may wonder why I thought this way? Well I asked people to help me but all that I ever heard was stop sinning, ok how? Just stop! Bad advice, no one ever really explained to me the whole Truth, no one ever did that is until my Fathers love broke thru He reveled to me who I was (a servant) what I am (a child of GOD) & my position (joint heir w/Christ)& Most of all that I am FORGIVEN, & that all I need do is Trust Him, and the power of habitual sin that plagued my life would just disappear (not all sin the body is weak, & will fail from time to time, but its power to condemn), I had had enough of satans lies, so I figured why not just give it a try every thing else failed what do I have to lose? Well if you are saved you know that FREEDOM came upon my life (freedom not to sin, but Freedom from sin & forgiveness to help me thru) Praise be to GOD, Amazing Grace how sweet the sound.
Condemnation, Guilt, Shame, Fear, Doubt, Confusion, Depression, Lust, Addiction, Disgorgement, Defected Mentality, Hopelessness, Anxiety, Panic, Anguish, Thoughts of Suicide, Loneliness, Anger (uncontrolled), False Religion, Greed, Laziness, self hatred & all Negativity are ALL evil spirits trying to destroy me thru a corrupt heart. I did not know this reality, I had herd that we wrestle not against flesh & blood but against evil spirits & principalities of the air, but this Truth was choked out by sins power over me, the power that I was tricked into believing that it had over me (the Law), Its so simple trust like a little child (Faith). ***Please note Guilt, Shame, Fear, and so on, are usually (not always) self-generated, but magnified 10x, 30x, and 100x by evil spirits!
All of the spirits listed above literally tormented me day & night I did not even realize they were there. (This is great power for them!) They brought me to the very brink of destruction & if it was not for GODS Grace I would be doubly dead pluck up by the root, but GOD said NO, my child will be deceived no more! He reached down and very literally Took me by the hand & reveled the Truth, That Truth is GRACE, FREEDOM, and yes FORGIVENESS all (& more) paid for by the blood of Jesus, you may know that, who doesnt know that! Well I did not evil spirits literally had me in bondage to the power of sin (sins power is the law the commandments). Another thing I did not realize was that the power of sin was no more!!! Because the law of sin & death no longer applies to me (or you), my obligation was & is Faith (faith is given not acquired you can read the bible 10,000x and not have faith) in Jesus. Not defeating sin on my power alone (not possible!) but thru Faith in Jesus, all evil deeds of my mind & body can & will be crucified daily, He defeated Sin and Death, not me (or you)! All of the sin in my life tormented me, because I truly wanted to please GOD, but I could not stop sinning! Guilt and Condemnation ruled me & kept me in Bondage a slave to sin, Thank GOD, for Jesus Christ, (now I write this not for those who know but for those who dont) its true what the bible says my people are destroyed every day for there lack of knowledge if you know the Truth the Truth will set you free! (if you want to be free) And that truth is that GOD, loves us more than we have the ability to comprehend. Now this is 1 of the ways satan deceives us, in that GOD is going to hold us to the LAW, this is true but we are not capable of completely upholding the LAW, this is why we need a saviour JESUS, if we could completely stop sinning we would not need a saviour we could save our selves, for example we could just stop sinning & ask GOD to forgive us and walk in our own righteousness, this is NOT possible! Anyone who thinks that they have conquered sin in their lives deceives himself or herself & they trample the Blood of JESUS, HE is our power to conquer sin, JESUS and JESUS alone! This is the reason HE came, to defeat sin, death, and yes satan. We MUST trust in HIS Strength not our strength. GOD wants us to know that we are POWERLESS against sin, we do NOT have the ability to choose between what is right & what is wrong, this is what GOD wants us to know; we are little children incapable of making proper decisions concerning sin and every aspect of Life, we cannot walk, breath, eat, wake up, drive our car, go to church, read the Bible, pray, worship, help the poor, comfort the sick, & so on, Without total & complete trust in JESUS! Again I say GOD wants us to know that we are little children saved only by Grace! Saved by Grace not by showing GOD how much power (not) we have to stop sinning! Again I say if you think that you have conquered sin in your life on your own satan deceives you & you deceive yourself! We must Trust in HIM & HIM alone not in ourselves!
Now in December of 2002, I had a series of amazing events happen in my life, The spirit of the Lord came upon me with Great power and took hold of me & told me that we were in the pre Tribulation, and the Tribulation will begin sometime in 2006 & that there will be wars, famines, sorrow, panic, riots, disease, and more Soon, all of time it self has been leading up to these next few years! I immediately went and told my pastor (He thought I was nuts, I could see it in his face). So I thought I was nuts and I put it out of my mind as much as possible though it was a very powerful experience I could not deny that, but whom ever I told thought I was nuts, so I stopped telling people and fell in to a very deed depression & more spoken of earlier. At that time GOD was with me but I did not really know the true Jesus, so I was not within his complete protection (you must believe to have HIS complete protection) I know now that I am NOT nuts, thank you Father! Not 1 man has taught me, my Father and my Father alone is responsible for the knowledge that I have been given.
Now it is April 2006 and the spirit of the Lord came to me again. GOD told me that we are about to go in to the Tribulation spoken of in the Bible, wars, famines, disease, sorrow, and more will begin soon. Now After about 3 years a man will appear and stop the wars, feed the people and have great (false) power claiming to be god, but he will not be GOD, he will be the antichrist he will wage war on the Christian people, thats right we will be here to face the antichrist, the church will not be raptured until after the antichrist appears, do not let anyone deceive you the church will not be raptured until after the antichrist sets up his false peace & his false kingdom upon the earth and he will force everyone to worship him (the mark on the forehead) and/or receive his mark in the right hand what this mark(tattoo or cpu chip?) is I do not know, it doesnt really matter, DO NOT accept it, your eternal soul depends on it. GOD has chosen me, with thousands & thousands of others to tell the World before this happens. The antichrist will set up his throne thru the roman catholic church (this is not an attack on Catholics just the truth) but will end up in Israel, the Holy land, satan wants to be GOD. ***Please Please understand I want everyone to know that GOD loves all people, & even satan worshipers can have there eyes opened and come into the light, If they are willing? No specific group of people is entirely lost, there are children of the Living GOD scattered every ware, The time is now for all who believe in JESUS to unite together, & give up denominations we are one body, one church with one Lord JESUS.
The time is NOW to give you life to JESUS, time is short children, GOD loves us so very much wont you love HIM back!
If you want to give your life to JESUS just say this prayer aloud:
Dear JESUS I know that I am a sinner, I believe that you died on a cross for my sins, I believe that by the power of our heavenly Father you were raised from the dead, forgive me of my sins, cleanse me from all un righteousness, come into my heart and live there forever, thank you for dieing for me so that I will live forever, amen
Now if you prayed that prayer you are a new person in CHRIST rejoice you will live forever, if you have any questions please feel free to e-mail me at r23jhr@aol.com
May GOD bless you & keep you in perfect PEACE thru this difficult time ahead!
PS I know that my English skills leave something to be desired please dont Wright me to tell me that. Also I will not be responding to any more rebuttals, believe it or not it is up to you! I will respond to e-mails though GOD willing.
Subject: I spent my whole life falling into traps of evil spirits and satan!
It all started when I was a small boy (about 7), I accepted Jesus in to my heart, I really did not know what I had done because even at such a young age satan flooded me with temptations & I bought his lies about Sin, So even as a child I was consumed w/ sin
My sins were great (sexual, lies).
Now seven years have passed and I rededicate my life to Jesus, to no avail condemnation destroyed me because I could not stop sinning (drugs, sex, thefts, lies) & I did not know why? The will to do good was there but I could not find the way to stop sinning!
Now this has happened time & time again over the cource of my life. GOD, tried to help me, but time & time again I believed the lies of Lucifer, he is very clever in his deceptions, the things he told me I believed! Like you have to stop sinning or GOD will destroy you (now that is true, but what satan failed to tell me was that Jesus was & is my power to conquer sin, I thought that I had to conquer sin, NO its by the power of the Lord JESUS. You may wonder why I thought this way? Well I asked people to help me but all that I ever heard was stop sinning, ok how? Just stop! Bad advice, no one ever really explained to me the whole Truth, no one ever did that is until my Fathers love broke thru He reveled to me who I was (a servant) what I am (a child of GOD) & my position (joint heir w/Christ)& Most of all that I am FORGIVEN, & that all I need do is Trust Him, and the power of habitual sin that plagued my life would just disappear (not all sin the body is weak, & will fail from time to time, but its power to condemn), I had had enough of satans lies, so I figured why not just give it a try every thing else failed what do I have to lose? Well if you are saved you know that FREEDOM came upon my life (freedom not to sin, but Freedom from sin & forgiveness to help me thru) Praise be to GOD, Amazing Grace how sweet the sound.
Condemnation, Guilt, Shame, Fear, Doubt, Confusion, Depression, Lust, Addiction, Disgorgement, Defected Mentality, Hopelessness, Anxiety, Panic, Anguish, Thoughts of Suicide, Loneliness, Anger (uncontrolled), False Religion, Greed, Laziness, self hatred & all Negativity are ALL evil spirits trying to destroy me thru a corrupt heart. I did not know this reality, I had herd that we wrestle not against flesh & blood but against evil spirits & principalities of the air, but this Truth was choked out by sins power over me, the power that I was tricked into believing that it had over me (the Law), Its so simple trust like a little child (Faith). ***Please note Guilt, Shame, Fear, and so on, are usually (not always) self-generated, but magnified 10x, 30x, and 100x by evil spirits!
All of the spirits listed above literally tormented me day & night I did not even realize they were there. (This is great power for them!) They brought me to the very brink of destruction & if it was not for GODS Grace I would be doubly dead pluck up by the root, but GOD said NO, my child will be deceived no more! He reached down and very literally Took me by the hand & reveled the Truth, That Truth is GRACE, FREEDOM, and yes FORGIVENESS all (& more) paid for by the blood of Jesus, you may know that, who doesnt know that! Well I did not evil spirits literally had me in bondage to the power of sin (sins power is the law the commandments). Another thing I did not realize was that the power of sin was no more!!! Because the law of sin & death no longer applies to me (or you), my obligation was & is Faith (faith is given not acquired you can read the bible 10,000x and not have faith) in Jesus. Not defeating sin on my power alone (not possible!) but thru Faith in Jesus, all evil deeds of my mind & body can & will be crucified daily, He defeated Sin and Death, not me (or you)! All of the sin in my life tormented me, because I truly wanted to please GOD, but I could not stop sinning! Guilt and Condemnation ruled me & kept me in Bondage a slave to sin, Thank GOD, for Jesus Christ, (now I write this not for those who know but for those who dont) its true what the bible says my people are destroyed every day for there lack of knowledge if you know the Truth the Truth will set you free! (if you want to be free) And that truth is that GOD, loves us more than we have the ability to comprehend. Now this is 1 of the ways satan deceives us, in that GOD is going to hold us to the LAW, this is true but we are not capable of completely upholding the LAW, this is why we need a saviour JESUS, if we could completely stop sinning we would not need a saviour we could save our selves, for example we could just stop sinning & ask GOD to forgive us and walk in our own righteousness, this is NOT possible! Anyone who thinks that they have conquered sin in their lives deceives himself or herself & they trample the Blood of JESUS, HE is our power to conquer sin, JESUS and JESUS alone! This is the reason HE came, to defeat sin, death, and yes satan. We MUST trust in HIS Strength not our strength. GOD wants us to know that we are POWERLESS against sin, we do NOT have the ability to choose between what is right & what is wrong, this is what GOD wants us to know; we are little children incapable of making proper decisions concerning sin and every aspect of Life, we cannot walk, breath, eat, wake up, drive our car, go to church, read the Bible, pray, worship, help the poor, comfort the sick, & so on, Without total & complete trust in JESUS! Again I say GOD wants us to know that we are little children saved only by Grace! Saved by Grace not by showing GOD how much power (not) we have to stop sinning! Again I say if you think that you have conquered sin in your life on your own satan deceives you & you deceive yourself! We must Trust in HIM & HIM alone not in ourselves!
Now in December of 2002, I had a series of amazing events happen in my life, The spirit of the Lord came upon me with Great power and took hold of me & told me that we were in the pre Tribulation, and the Tribulation will begin sometime in 2006 & that there will be wars, famines, sorrow, panic, riots, disease, and more Soon, all of time it self has been leading up to these next few years! I immediately went and told my pastor (He thought I was nuts, I could see it in his face). So I thought I was nuts and I put it out of my mind as much as possible though it was a very powerful experience I could not deny that, but whom ever I told thought I was nuts, so I stopped telling people and fell in to a very deed depression & more spoken of earlier. At that time GOD was with me but I did not really know the true Jesus, so I was not within his complete protection (you must believe to have HIS complete protection) I know now that I am NOT nuts, thank you Father! Not 1 man has taught me, my Father and my Father alone is responsible for the knowledge that I have been given.
Now it is April 2006 and the spirit of the Lord came to me again. GOD told me that we are about to go in to the Tribulation spoken of in the Bible, wars, famines, disease, sorrow, and more will begin soon. Now After about 3 years a man will appear and stop the wars, feed the people and have great (false) power claiming to be god, but he will not be GOD, he will be the antichrist he will wage war on the Christian people, thats right we will be here to face the antichrist, the church will not be raptured until after the antichrist appears, do not let anyone deceive you the church will not be raptured until after the antichrist sets up his false peace & his false kingdom upon the earth and he will force everyone to worship him (the mark on the forehead) and/or receive his mark in the right hand what this mark(tattoo or cpu chip?) is I do not know, it doesnt really matter, DO NOT accept it, your eternal soul depends on it. GOD has chosen me, with thousands & thousands of others to tell the World before this happens. The antichrist will set up his throne thru the roman catholic church (this is not an attack on Catholics just the truth) but will end up in Israel, the Holy land, satan wants to be GOD. ***Please Please understand I want everyone to know that GOD loves all people, & even satan worshipers can have there eyes opened and come into the light, If they are willing? No specific group of people is entirely lost, there are children of the Living GOD scattered every ware, The time is now for all who believe in JESUS to unite together, & give up denominations we are one body, one church with one Lord JESUS.
The time is NOW to give you life to JESUS, time is short children, GOD loves us so very much wont you love HIM back!
If you want to give your life to JESUS just say this prayer aloud:
Dear JESUS I know that I am a sinner, I believe that you died on a cross for my sins, I believe that by the power of our heavenly Father you were raised from the dead, forgive me of my sins, cleanse me from all un righteousness, come into my heart and live there forever, thank you for dieing for me so that I will live forever, amen
Now if you prayed that prayer you are a new person in CHRIST rejoice you will live forever, if you have any questions please feel free to e-mail me at r23jhr@aol.com
May GOD bless you & keep you in perfect PEACE thru this difficult time ahead!
PS I know that my English skills leave something to be desired please dont Wright me to tell me that. Also I will not be responding to any more rebuttals, believe it or not it is up to you! I will respond to e-mails though GOD willing.
