The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

[AnointedPoetess]

Crystal...it will be ok but your hope and trust in HIM and let them give you what you need to make you better.
You are not a hypocrite you are young scared and confused and need better guidance I pray you will come back to us so we can be here for you.
With love and affection mom.

Basicially, I think I have bipolar. My p-doc's surpervisor was concerned about it being a possibility. I didn't think so at first but now I really do. My p-doc has been trying to monitor it so that she could tell if it was bipolar or not but I haven't slept in days and my moods are not steady at all... I'm just tired of this . I think its making me sick physically. I've been achy and had a stomach ache for like 2 or more days now and my thyroid levels are reg (have hypothyroidism which affects the body). I'm starting to get bags under my eyes!!! I'm on ambien for sleep but its not getting much better and my depression meds have been upped but its not getting much better either. Mom, if you really knew the stuff I do.. yes I am. I dont deserve to be God's child.

 

[AnointedPoetess]

OH AP! What is up sweetie. Trust me, I have had my times of feeling like you do. In fact, I do a bit now. I want to press in to God and something seems to stop it. I know how you are feeling. (((hugs)))

Thanks Mellie

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

Basicially, I think I have bipolar. My p-doc's surpervisor was concerned about it being a possibility. I didn't think so at first but now I really do. My p-doc has been trying to monitor it so that she could tell if it was bipolar or not but I haven't slept in days and my moods are not steady at all... I'm just tired of this . I think its making me sick physically. I've been achy and had a stomach ache for like 2 or more days now and my thyroid levels are reg (have hypothyroidism which affects the body). I'm starting to get bags under my eyes!!! I'm on ambien for sleep but its not getting much better and my depression meds have been upped but its not getting much better either. Mom, if you really knew the stuff I do.. yes I am. I dont deserve to be God's child.

Crystal....I know what you know....and no one is worthy of being Gods child NO ONE that is why Jesus died for us on the cross. I KNOW YOU Crystal I am you do you understand..I am you ...I have been there YOU are just like ME do you hear what I am saying...I see through everything you are and I do not love you any less cause God our Father does not love you any less.
Let Him love you and heal you it is not any easy road. Your guilt is killing you. Your fear of letting go of what you want is killing you. I KNOW do you hear me I HAVE BEEN THERE. And have been healed and released of bondage... YOU were not sent to me by chance...now let the pain go...and don't stop loving Him and don't run from Him because He will not let go.
Crystal when you are ready we can talk in person over the phone. In your time and HIS but no games. And no more acting out ...you need to submit to your Fathers will for your life...I know that will not be easy but who said it was supposed to be.
I care I understand and I am here for you always.
G

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

Prayer Warriors this is from Mitzi please lift her in prayer.

Okay, ladies, I have a situation that needs immediate prayer. I don't have time to go into details, but God knows. Please pray!

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

I also ask our prayer warriors to pray for our dear little sister here Crystal she needs to be covered with His love and ours.
Thank you my friends.
G

 

[Godisgr8r]

Okay ladies, I have a situation that needs immediate prayer, please pray. I will explain later.

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

Okay ladies, I have a situation that needs immediate prayer, please pray. I will explain later.

I posted for you honey and have you covered.
(((Mitzi)))

 

[AnointedPoetess]

Crystal....I know what you know....and no one is worthy of being Gods child NO ONE that is why Jesus died for us on the cross. I KNOW YOU Crystal I am you do you understand..I am you ...I have been there YOU are just like ME do you hear what I am saying...I see through everything you are and I do not love you any less cause God our Father does not love you any less.
Let Him love you and heal you it is not any easy road. Your guilt is killing you. Your fear of letting go of what you want is killing you. I KNOW do you hear me I HAVE BEEN THERE. And have been healed and released of bondage... YOU were not sent to me by chance...now let the pain go...and don't stop loving Him and don't run from Him because He will not let go.
Crystal when you are ready we can talk in person over the phone. In your time and HIS but no games. And no more acting out ...you need to submit to your Fathers will for your life...I know that will not be easy but who said it was supposed to be.
I care I understand and I am here for you always.
G

Wow... I'm just trying to tell you guys whats going on and how I'm feeling.. You told me to come back so you guys could be here for me and thats what I'm trying to do. YES I HEAR YOU LOUD AND CLEAR!

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

Wow... I'm just trying to tell you guys whats going on and how I'm feeling.. You told me to come back so you guys could be here for me and thats what I'm trying to do. YES I HEAR YOU LOUD AND CLEAR!

Good!!! NOW YOU KNOW...so let me know when you want to talk.
G

 

[AnointedPoetess]

Good!!! NOW YOU KNOW...so let me know when you want to talk.
G

Ugh... I'm scared you might tell me off on the phone LOL but someday I will most likely when I get to mercy.. I wrote a poem about that called A New Place. I still haven't slept... what should I do about this?? I'm scared.. bipolar can be really bad.. How am I supposed to start again w/ God?

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

Ugh... I'm scared you might tell me off on the phone LOL but someday I will most likely when I get to mercy.. I wrote a poem about that called A New Place. I still haven't slept... what should I do about this?? I'm scared.. bipolar can be really bad.. How am I supposed to start again w/ God?

Crystal I'm BI-POLAR get it now... among the many other things....it is not a big deal and YES you will get through it and start again...make Jesus your focus and center ...
I repeat this verse again that God gave me last night...
"Perfect love cast out all fear."
It will be ok.
Love you honey.
G

 

[AnointedPoetess]

Crystal I'm BI-POLAR get it now... among the many other things....it is not a big deal and YES you will get through it and start again...make Jesus your focus and center ...
I repeat this verse again that God gave me last night...
"Perfect love cast out all fear."
It will be ok.
Love you honey.
G

I know you are.. but this is NEW for me. Thanks for the encouragement.. I'm going to lay down now.. I might be back later.

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

I know you are.. but this is NEW for me. Thanks for the encouragement.. I'm going to lay down now.. I might be back later.

Crystal....honey it isn't new you have had it your whole life...now you know what it is and it can be treated don't you see how wondeful that is you know you are not crazy what is wrong with you can be defined and worked on this is a blessing...do you understand.
Gabs hugs Crys....we love you...I love you ...GOD loves
you.

 

[GodsMinnie]

I would love to be a prayer warrior every week I have been praying to find something like this. How do I join.I will continue to pray for those in need and I will also pray for your friends quick recovery in the hospital as she heals from the fire. Please let me know how to join these prayer calls thanks
Melanie

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

PM me and I will tell you what we need ok welcome to the thread and God Bless.G

 

[AnointedPoetess]

Crystal....honey it isn't new you have had it your whole life...now you know what it is and it can be treated don't you see how wondeful that is you know you are not crazy what is wrong with you can be defined and worked on this is a blessing...do you understand.
Gabs hugs Crys....we love you...I love you ...GOD loves
you.

Um... I'm confused.. how do you figure?? I'm not even sure this is what I have yet. I love you guys too..

 

[birdofthunder]

FOR you Miss Gabmesiter!

'nough said!

 

[birdofthunder]

Plus, I'll add to that prayer request to what I'm praying for too.

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

Love to all of you...I am going to keep adding this in my posts till they fix it.
Originally Posted by HisBelovedMelody

FOR you Miss Gabmesiter!

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

Well, I just got a call from my sister. My other sister called her and told her that her husband had hurt himself. He was trying to pull up a tree stump and the wench broke and the cable hit him in the face. He might lose his eye. Please pray for them. He has already been out of work for 5 weeks from gall bladder surgery and now he has to be on bedrest for another week. This is the same sister whose daughter just miscarried a twin. She is having a hard time. All of them are.

Prayer Warrriors please lift this up in prayer.
Thanks and God Bless
G