- Apr 19, 2007
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TRIGGER
The lady is watching me judging me she tells me i must cut and do it deep
my husband is sleeping so i cant tell him he tired he only had 3 hours sleep today as we had to wait for the cable guy to come he finally came and sorted things out then my husband had to make dinner and this is his only chance to sleep he getting up in a few hours he going to do some stuff on the pc
then after that he is going to bed
The lady wants me to die she said that i should die
maybe i should my husband would be better off without me
Am scared that he is going to die
he having an op on the 13th of july am scared he will have a reaction to the stuff that makes him sleep
have to look after myself that day as well and i don't really do that well on my own no one can help as there all busy
The lady says am worthless maybe i am
wish she would stop took my meds for tonight my husband locks everything away just in case i OD
If my husband have to stay overnight ill have the keys and am scared that i will OD with out him here
The lady is watching me judging me she tells me i must cut and do it deep
my husband is sleeping so i cant tell him he tired he only had 3 hours sleep today as we had to wait for the cable guy to come he finally came and sorted things out then my husband had to make dinner and this is his only chance to sleep he getting up in a few hours he going to do some stuff on the pc
then after that he is going to bed
The lady wants me to die she said that i should die
maybe i should my husband would be better off without me
Am scared that he is going to die
he having an op on the 13th of july am scared he will have a reaction to the stuff that makes him sleep
have to look after myself that day as well and i don't really do that well on my own no one can help as there all busy
The lady says am worthless maybe i am
wish she would stop took my meds for tonight my husband locks everything away just in case i OD
If my husband have to stay overnight ill have the keys and am scared that i will OD with out him here