Oh, wow Jo, God doesn't just love you as you are - He ADORES you!!! You may find that hard to believe/accept. But it's true. I mean none of us deserve that He adores us, and thinks we are just WONDERFUL!!!
But you CAN believe this! It's true. Know what? It's true even if you have trouble believing it. How about THAT! Because when a thing is true... then it's TRUE!!!
We say, 'But I'm not worthy.' Or we THINK this anyway. Of course that's quite correct. BUT... that is NOT how He sees us. He sees us as TOTALLY worthy! Mind-blowing, hey!
"Lord, we are SO grateful that you see us as beautiful, and that you adore Jo. Just as she is!! Wow, that you do that is just so amazing! Thankyou for your great love for us. Please reveal to Jo how You see her - so she can start to see herself as a-okay too. Cos she is! You are so wonderful and we love you so much!!"
And so do both of us, Jo!
- Bondman and Mrs Bondman
EDIT: You said, "i just cant understand sometimes how God can love me and other people!" But do we NEED to understand it? No, because this is basically impossible! Just gotta accept it! Don't try to figure it out, analyse it, query how it could be, or understand it, etc. Just accept it!!!
He loves you - He just DOES!