Proscribe, what issues are you dealing with? You seem to be dropping strange questions without context to get a rise or certain answer out of us. Tell us what you are dealing with so we can try to help you
I seem to only be typing short messages. If I were going write an entire paragraph I would write in a notebook or journal. [No, its not a trick question.] Yes the abbotts and monastics are the specialists. [I pretty much told you everything thats going on with me.]