In the course of my life I have notice that the harder I try to be closer to god the enemy attacks me this I know is a granted. I know that he attacks my family members that don't believe in Jesus. In the light I know I am saved in the darkness I fear. It seems to be that my life has only one purpose to worship god for he alone can take my fear. I have always thought of my self as standing on the edge of the light and the dark for I know this is my place to stand close to the edge to be there for anyone who needs help.