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I have been struggling with fear/anxiety so bad that I couldn't even walk into my classroom, so bad that this guy in my class looked at me and said "well you haven't said anything the WHOLE year" and I felt so embarrassed and alone
I was upset with God that he would allow me to be in this position, where I feel so burdened, anxious, unable to speak or express myself. I heard someone say the quietest people, have the loudest minds. I had all these thoughts and opinions but I was so scared to talk or express myself, that's a very frustrating feeling. I was angry at God for allowing me to be in this pit for so long. I didn't want to serve him anymore.
I went to this event tonight, that was focusing on young women and the scripture was Deut 26:18 "The Lord has declared today that you are his own special treasure." The pastor said that God celebrates over us and that we don''t have to look, talk a certain way or DO anything and HE LOVES US. I went up to get prayed for and the Pastor began praying and speaking in tongues and I felt God's presence heavy on me and I started speaking in tongues as well and this young girl laid her hands on me and started speaking in tongues, praying for me. AND PRAISE GOD I was delivered ! And the Pastor told me whenever this demonic thing would try to creep back I need to remember God's love and declare that PERFECT LOVE CASTS OUT ALL FEAR !
I praise God for this deliverance ! I needed in order to move forward in God !
I was upset with God that he would allow me to be in this position, where I feel so burdened, anxious, unable to speak or express myself. I heard someone say the quietest people, have the loudest minds. I had all these thoughts and opinions but I was so scared to talk or express myself, that's a very frustrating feeling. I was angry at God for allowing me to be in this pit for so long. I didn't want to serve him anymore.
I went to this event tonight, that was focusing on young women and the scripture was Deut 26:18 "The Lord has declared today that you are his own special treasure." The pastor said that God celebrates over us and that we don''t have to look, talk a certain way or DO anything and HE LOVES US. I went up to get prayed for and the Pastor began praying and speaking in tongues and I felt God's presence heavy on me and I started speaking in tongues as well and this young girl laid her hands on me and started speaking in tongues, praying for me. AND PRAISE GOD I was delivered ! And the Pastor told me whenever this demonic thing would try to creep back I need to remember God's love and declare that PERFECT LOVE CASTS OUT ALL FEAR !
I praise God for this deliverance ! I needed in order to move forward in God !
