Ok, i got a really cool story for everyone here and i ask for everyone to continue to pray for me........AMEN! thank you god, im so happy now!!!. ok, well ive been struggling with my faith for some time now and just recently things just took off. Ive been having really bad crippling back pain for about 2 years and in that 2 year period ive been taking narcotic pain killers and because of the pain killers, it brings a strong desire for cigarettes. and becaus of this vicious circle satan created specifically for me, it was causing immense periods of stress, depression, and anger.
I recieved healing prayers from guys like todd white, dan mohler, and so on but i wasnt getting anywhere......at all. about 3 months ago, i woke up in the morning with this voice in my head saying over and over again and still up till today i hear all the time....it wont go away..hint hint( voice of god).....tellin me """" get off of them, its a lie.....get off of them, ill carry you son """". i kept ignoring it cause i was finding a decietfull peace in the meds and cigarettes.
cool part comin up...haha
I started goin to a really good church who does alot of healing and just some awsome services. and i recieved prayer a week and a half ago for the same thing.......nothing. but it somehow strengthens me to figure everyhting out. I believe gods just waitin for me to take a leap of faith and its all ready done.
bout a week ago i met a girl who is a christian and i truly feel like god is putting things in place for me. I feel she has allready started strengthening me and showing me certain faith tools i hadnt discovered before. thats kinda where it began.
I started seeing things in a whole new light.
3 days ago i did communion in my kitchen and just thanked jesus and our heavenly father for everything....EVERYTHING!!!!. immedietly after words i felt a clensing wash through out my body and the desire for cigarettes in that day deminished quickly and by the end of yesterday, they totally disgusted me and all my cigerette addiction was wiped clean. this morning i cut my med intake down to less than a quarter than i usually take and plan on being completetly off and cleaned out by sunday. the way i feel with the cigarette in 3 days usually takes people about 6 month to feel like this. so im putting faith in this that i could walk away with almost little to no withdrawl symptoms.....especially since im puttin my self out there and doin a leap of faith.
Still not clear yet whats gonna happen when im off and if he will heal my back but i know itll be achallenge if its still banged like it is now. but its pain, and i will not fear.
I allready feel much happier, cleaner, alert, and ready to start a new journey with him.
ifeel like hes tellin me to minister this story as much as i can to the people who have the same problem. who think theyll be stuck in pain or think they just have to deal with something for the rest of there life. ITS A LIE> SATANS NOTHING BUT A ROARING LION. and i will cast out as many demons as i can while im here on earth.
I actually plan on doin this and starting an awsome journey with god and this powerful christian women i met and just wreckin the world and changin lives.
I am askin for prayer as much as possable though cause things may get tough and i need as much strength as i can stir up. i will overcome and fullfill my identity.
god bless to all of you and
amen my brothers,
chris
I recieved healing prayers from guys like todd white, dan mohler, and so on but i wasnt getting anywhere......at all. about 3 months ago, i woke up in the morning with this voice in my head saying over and over again and still up till today i hear all the time....it wont go away..hint hint( voice of god).....tellin me """" get off of them, its a lie.....get off of them, ill carry you son """". i kept ignoring it cause i was finding a decietfull peace in the meds and cigarettes.
cool part comin up...haha
I started goin to a really good church who does alot of healing and just some awsome services. and i recieved prayer a week and a half ago for the same thing.......nothing. but it somehow strengthens me to figure everyhting out. I believe gods just waitin for me to take a leap of faith and its all ready done.
bout a week ago i met a girl who is a christian and i truly feel like god is putting things in place for me. I feel she has allready started strengthening me and showing me certain faith tools i hadnt discovered before. thats kinda where it began.
I started seeing things in a whole new light.
3 days ago i did communion in my kitchen and just thanked jesus and our heavenly father for everything....EVERYTHING!!!!. immedietly after words i felt a clensing wash through out my body and the desire for cigarettes in that day deminished quickly and by the end of yesterday, they totally disgusted me and all my cigerette addiction was wiped clean. this morning i cut my med intake down to less than a quarter than i usually take and plan on being completetly off and cleaned out by sunday. the way i feel with the cigarette in 3 days usually takes people about 6 month to feel like this. so im putting faith in this that i could walk away with almost little to no withdrawl symptoms.....especially since im puttin my self out there and doin a leap of faith.
Still not clear yet whats gonna happen when im off and if he will heal my back but i know itll be achallenge if its still banged like it is now. but its pain, and i will not fear.
I allready feel much happier, cleaner, alert, and ready to start a new journey with him.
ifeel like hes tellin me to minister this story as much as i can to the people who have the same problem. who think theyll be stuck in pain or think they just have to deal with something for the rest of there life. ITS A LIE> SATANS NOTHING BUT A ROARING LION. and i will cast out as many demons as i can while im here on earth.
I actually plan on doin this and starting an awsome journey with god and this powerful christian women i met and just wreckin the world and changin lives.
I am askin for prayer as much as possable though cause things may get tough and i need as much strength as i can stir up. i will overcome and fullfill my identity.
god bless to all of you and
amen my brothers,
chris
