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[247youth]

I used to be a cutter, but I have been trying to recover lately. I've found myself recently slipping into a deeper depression though. I've felt completely alone, even though I've got lots of people around. I told my youth pastor a few months ago, and he never talked to me about it. I don't know if I feel like there's a point in telling anyone else. If he won't help me, will anyone? One of my friends that do know have suggested that I get counseling. I can't really afford it right now though, and I'm scared to talk to a stranger. There is actually a counselor at my church who has offered to counsel youth for free. I just...don't know what to do. It seems as though i'm slipping back into an eating disorder as well. I just..don't know. I'm not sure why I'm even posting this....

 

[berry2000]

247youth big hugs. That is a scary place to be in. I would encourage you strongly not to ignore you symptoms if they are returning and pursue some help. A family physician can probably prescribe some antidepressants. I would definately talk to that counselor at church. I know it is all scary but don't let it get worse!

 

[HolyOne87]

Well, maybe try stressing it to your Youth Pastor that you would really like to talk about this with him. I feel you should take advantage of the free youth counselling(if that Youth Pastor doesnt pull through for you). One might be able to help you.

Anything is better than nothing. And plus, you dont want to keep slipping. You should really take control(grab hold) of your problem by taking advantage of what is out there for you (like the free counselling).

~*~I really pray and hope you get through this.~*~

+God Bless+

 

[bfly]

I used to be a cutter, but I have been trying to recover lately. I've found myself recently slipping into a deeper depression though. I've felt completely alone, even though I've got lots of people around. I told my youth pastor a few months ago, and he never talked to me about it. I don't know if I feel like there's a point in telling anyone else. If he won't help me, will anyone? One of my friends that do know have suggested that I get counseling. I can't really afford it right now though, and I'm scared to talk to a stranger. There is actually a counselor at my church who has offered to counsel youth for free. I just...don't know what to do. It seems as though i'm slipping back into an eating disorder as well. I just..don't know. I'm not sure why I'm even posting this....

Your youth pastor may not know now to talk with you about your SI. Therefore he just ignored you.

Maybe you need to talk with the pastor and also talk with the counselor that you mentioned.

You know most youth pastors have not been trained in health and healing.

You did the right thing by asking so don't give up. You continue seeking until someone understands and will listen to you.

God has put these people in your path for a reason. You take advantage of it.

May you draw closer to God as you continue your journey of healing.

 

[inHisgripkim]

I used to be a cutter, but I have been trying to recover lately. I've found myself recently slipping into a deeper depression though. I've felt completely alone, even though I've got lots of people around. I told my youth pastor a few months ago, and he never talked to me about it. I don't know if I feel like there's a point in telling anyone else. If he won't help me, will anyone? One of my friends that do know have suggested that I get counseling. I can't really afford it right now though, and I'm scared to talk to a stranger. There is actually a counselor at my church who has offered to counsel youth for free. I just...don't know what to do. It seems as though i'm slipping back into an eating disorder as well. I just..don't know. I'm not sure why I'm even posting this....

I would pursue the counseling that you mentioned. I don't think the youth counselor intentionally ignored you. He may have forgotten due to his busy schedule. I would talk to your Pastor however. Pastor's are there to give you direction. Set an appointment with him.

If you are attending college, you may find counselling there too. Most colleges provide counselling to students. Call the Health Department and inquire.

In the meantime, we are here for you when you need some TLC and cheer-me-ups. This is a good place to vent and get your feelings out. Most of us have experienced or are experiencing what you are going through right now.

Pamper yourself. Take a nice tea tree oil soak. Listen to praise and worship. Light some scented candles. Watch comedy movies.

In the meantime, we are here.
Your sister in Christ,
Kim