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Hey Everyone,
I have a weird prayer request. For anyone who knows me, I have only been a Christian for about a year now. Before that, I was a pagan who jumped from one religion to another. I have studied shamanism, wicca, celtic religions; things of that nature. I was also a tarot reader.
I switched to Christianity after having some very vivid and emotional spiritual experiences. I go to church every week, I pray every day and I really and truly have faith in Christ. But a problem developed over the past year. I met someone and fell in love for the first time. Because of some family interference, the relationship was cut very short. It's been eight months now and I am not over it yet.
So now I am being tempted to revert to my pagan roots and to use magick to solve the problems. I could easily correct everything with a few rituals. I dont want to do this, because I want to be true to Christianity. But the temptation to have everything I wanted is strong. I look at the books with the rituals and know how easy it can be. I have been fighting the temptation as much as I can, but I seem to be growing weaker day by day. I even found myself looking for 13 red candles when I was grocery shopping today.
So, my prayer request is to pray for me to have the strength to resist these temptations. I really do not want to go back to paganism and what I am being tempted to do is even unethical for pagans. I feel like the Devil lost me when I converted to Christianity from paganism, and he's trying to use 'love magick' to get me back. I don't want to go back, but the temptation is stronger than anything I have ever felt.
Any prayers are appreciated. I hope I am not as weak as I feel.
Peace and love,
Jacob
I have a weird prayer request. For anyone who knows me, I have only been a Christian for about a year now. Before that, I was a pagan who jumped from one religion to another. I have studied shamanism, wicca, celtic religions; things of that nature. I was also a tarot reader.
I switched to Christianity after having some very vivid and emotional spiritual experiences. I go to church every week, I pray every day and I really and truly have faith in Christ. But a problem developed over the past year. I met someone and fell in love for the first time. Because of some family interference, the relationship was cut very short. It's been eight months now and I am not over it yet.
So now I am being tempted to revert to my pagan roots and to use magick to solve the problems. I could easily correct everything with a few rituals. I dont want to do this, because I want to be true to Christianity. But the temptation to have everything I wanted is strong. I look at the books with the rituals and know how easy it can be. I have been fighting the temptation as much as I can, but I seem to be growing weaker day by day. I even found myself looking for 13 red candles when I was grocery shopping today.
So, my prayer request is to pray for me to have the strength to resist these temptations. I really do not want to go back to paganism and what I am being tempted to do is even unethical for pagans. I feel like the Devil lost me when I converted to Christianity from paganism, and he's trying to use 'love magick' to get me back. I don't want to go back, but the temptation is stronger than anything I have ever felt.
Any prayers are appreciated. I hope I am not as weak as I feel.
Peace and love,
Jacob