hey gang.
i guess first off i just want to vent a little... it's like my mind and feelings will tease me just enough some days to make me think i might be getting better, then BAM!, i feel like crap again. i'm so sick of it. it's getting to the point where i don't even want to try to feel better because i'm just gonna be down in the dumps again the next day. and i'm tired of dragging others down as well. It was nice to have loved ones to talk to at first, but I am really starting to feel like that my depression is always an underlying topic. I'm tired of seeing those around me suffer. they try to help and they can't. I used to be an easy-going pleasant guy that made people laugh. Now I have to try so hard just to be me again, but i don't want to fake it. i really want to make them smile again. i'm just tired of it and i'm scared to think of how long this is going to go on. okay, done with the rant for a minute.
Anyway, the real question i have is I am switching medications to zoloft. Anybody have any experience? I first took it yesterday and it gave me a couple side effects - nausea, just felt a little wierd. does it really get better?
your thoughts are always appreciated. God bless!
in Christ...
i guess first off i just want to vent a little... it's like my mind and feelings will tease me just enough some days to make me think i might be getting better, then BAM!, i feel like crap again. i'm so sick of it. it's getting to the point where i don't even want to try to feel better because i'm just gonna be down in the dumps again the next day. and i'm tired of dragging others down as well. It was nice to have loved ones to talk to at first, but I am really starting to feel like that my depression is always an underlying topic. I'm tired of seeing those around me suffer. they try to help and they can't. I used to be an easy-going pleasant guy that made people laugh. Now I have to try so hard just to be me again, but i don't want to fake it. i really want to make them smile again. i'm just tired of it and i'm scared to think of how long this is going to go on. okay, done with the rant for a minute.
Anyway, the real question i have is I am switching medications to zoloft. Anybody have any experience? I first took it yesterday and it gave me a couple side effects - nausea, just felt a little wierd. does it really get better?
your thoughts are always appreciated. God bless!
in Christ...