Supposing

[Mayflower1]

It seems so hard to say how I feel...
You were supose to love me...
But you betrayed me...
You were suppose to protect me...
But you hurt me...
You were suppose to be a father...
But you were my torturer...
I ask myself what I did to deserve this pain...
I ask myself why I can't feel towards you...
If I resent you, if I hate you...
I am suppose to love you...
But now I don't know...
You were suppose to love me...
But what you did proved that you didn't...
I don't hate you, I don't resent you...
All I can do is love you...
No matter what you did...
God sees all sin the same...
And I guess I do also...
He is suppose to love me...
He does.
He suppose to protect me...
He does.
He suppose to be my Father...
He is.
Who are you?

 

[goldenviolet]

sweetheart

 

[katey]

aww hun thats so good.

it says exactly how i fee about it. everyon expects me to hate my step dad who abused me. but i don't i can't hate it. but i don't feel i can love him either is so confusing and hard.
but you are so right God sees everything. and still loves us.

 

[jehovahjireh2007]

Hey Sweetie

That was really good.

Derbystudent