Nightmares carry me to the secret gates Where I can see colors of another rainbow
Alone? I wonder in this labyrinth, this maze,
In this my world of darkness, brick walls raised up hiding secrets, betrayal.
There are no lights that point the way, no sighs to say where i am,
The screams from my past surround me, the once withered children play.
emotional numbness, my feelings no longer mine
Here in this my kingdom
Where the voices are my family
and i their servant
Is this a dream or is this my reality
people speak to me in ways i don't understand,
inside the years have grown so long and i have grown so old,
Strange thoughts and visions now are haunting me,
I feel the tears in the silence Spilling among my hands
Across the mist, I found the shattered parts of me
Marked for life with the memory,
melted into thoughts i listen for the heart of life to fade,
I face the emptiness that has become my life, looking out from behind my eyes at a world that isn't mine.
Alone? I wonder in this labyrinth, this maze,
In this my world of darkness, brick walls raised up hiding secrets, betrayal.
There are no lights that point the way, no sighs to say where i am,
The screams from my past surround me, the once withered children play.
emotional numbness, my feelings no longer mine
Here in this my kingdom
Where the voices are my family
and i their servant
Is this a dream or is this my reality
people speak to me in ways i don't understand,
inside the years have grown so long and i have grown so old,
Strange thoughts and visions now are haunting me,
I feel the tears in the silence Spilling among my hands
Across the mist, I found the shattered parts of me
Marked for life with the memory,
melted into thoughts i listen for the heart of life to fade,
I face the emptiness that has become my life, looking out from behind my eyes at a world that isn't mine.