Suicidal thoughts

[Judy02]

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judy these suicidal thoughts are very scary,they appear like the devil himself but the mind is a very powerful organism,if positive can move mountains,if the opposite can be like a hound of hell against you

your on prozac - ive been on it,didnt do zip for me,maybe you should discuss a change of medication with your doctor,i had to go through around 11 types of medication before hitting the one that works for me,hey seriously consider it ok

hey. yeah i might think about it. im just unsure on when to start. iv got my final exams in a month at uni, and i dont want switching to make me feel worse temporarily, either more depressed or sick. but yeah i will think about it.

 

[Kaching]

judy i am praying for you. God bless you.

 

[princess197113]

Judy, I want you to know that I have dealt with suicidal thoughts since I was 16. I have had three close calls which may not be appropriate to talk about here. But what I can tell you is that this problem-severe depression is a real disorder and you need medication. I truly believe that God provides what we need for our own personal, specific needs. And to me medication is a blessing from God. Pray and read his word. I can't remember the specific scripture, maybe someone can help me out...but he says in the bible that (I'm paraphrasing here) that "he wants us to blessed with a sound mind". Healing comes in many forms. I am going to pray for you and I beg of you to call a suicide hotline or just go into the ER and tell them what is going on. It does not matter one bit and they CAN NOT AND WONT turn you away if you dont have insurance or even one penny to pay for it. I will pray for you. PM me if you ever want to talk. God wishes for you to be happy!

 

[KitKatz]

You have my prayers. And prayers from my family.

 

[LivingRightForGod]

Judi I know exactly how you are feeling and I can relate to wanting to end it.

You know that this is the enemy and he wants you to go through with this.

Lord I pray for Judi's situation I pray that these feelings of depression will leave her in Jesus's name. Lord she is a child of god. She does not belong to satan but to you.

Please take the thoughts away now lord. In your mighty name I pray amen

 

[njcl]

judy it never bothered me physically or mentaly changing meds,in fact i was at my lowest when i went on effexor and i was normal a week or so later - stayed well for around a year

do your exams then if your still the same or worse talk to your doctor,hey i had to get a little bossy with my doc although i luv him to bits just to make sure he knew i was desperate and needed to change the meds

 

[elizabethchick]

JudyI am praying for you that god will take thoes thoughts away that are wrong. The Devil is trying to attack you to do it but dont listen to him.

 

[Judy02]

Hey everyone. the suicidal thoughts havent been there for about a week and a half - two weeks now which is great.
but they're starting to come back again today...
please could people maybe keep me in their prayers? im sure it prob works, and it makes me feel so much better to know people are praying, coz i just find it so hard sometimes. im seeing my doc tomorrow morning, so il prob mention it. im scared to tell many ppl at my church or whatever though... in case they just think im crazy or whatever. seems easier confessing this stuff online. anyways yeah please pray that god will be close to me at this time, that i can feel his love, and i wont go through this terrible thought. thank u, everyone, god bless judy xxx

 

[johan_Christo]

dear judy

i know and understand how's your feeling

i can feel the your sorrow and stress, coz recently i have get into tribulation , and it seem like unfair, i face some dissapointment in my college ( my graduation was delay for one years , probably) i already studying for 5 years, and my healthy was badly as my studying, i got tubercollosis and it cost a money in a mount

thing just going bad, and the people surrounding me just look like trying to judge me on my failure , that's ambrashed me so much and i feel life is just hard than iron

but

believe it , all of the bad thing will remain as memori in past time

i believe there's a good thing is waiting for me ahead, even reality look very contradictive but that's how our faith.


let's be with me in our journey, in this dark valley, after the sad thing were gone, there's a good thing is waiting
i know it just not gonna be easier but let's do it , i will pray for you

johan

 

[LivingRightForGod]

Hey everyone. the suicidal thoughts havent been there for about a week and a half - two weeks now which is great.
but they're starting to come back again today...
please could people maybe keep me in their prayers? im sure it prob works, and it makes me feel so much better to know people are praying, coz i just find it so hard sometimes. im seeing my doc tomorrow morning, so il prob mention it. im scared to tell many ppl at my church or whatever though... in case they just think im crazy or whatever. seems easier confessing this stuff online. anyways yeah please pray that god will be close to me at this time, that i can feel his love, and i wont go through this terrible thought. thank u, everyone, god bless judy xxx

Judy I just want to say this to you when we have these suicidal feelings it is the enemy who is destroying us. We have to realise that God loves us so much and the enemy hates us. When we worship god he cringes at the thought saying there I go lost another one. But think about it God loves you we love you and people care. In my life I felt that noone loved me and that I would be on my own for the rest of my life then the past came to haunt me I felt rejected unloved, not wanted, wanted to die, began to self harm and then I thank my husband and his works manager for telling me about a church that he went to.

I will pray for these feelings to end right now.

Lord I pray for Judy lord. Lord i pray that these feelings of suicide with go now in your mighty name. Lord build a fence of protection around her inner mind lord. Lord let her listen to you and not the enemy. Lord you know what the situation is lord I pray for people to help her and to support her in this matter. Lord you are wonderful. You love us all and you made us and our names are written in the lambs book of life. Lord I other her upto you now and Seal this prayer. In jesus name I pray amen

 

[Nilla]

Praying for you!

 

[Im-revived]

Lord, when we pray for issues, we should also give thanks, but sometimes it can be hard! I do thankyou Lord though that you've given Judy some sort of healing over the past 2 weeks. I ask now Lord as she feels she may be slipping back into these thoughts, that you'll bind up all depression, oppression and wrong thoughts and replace them withyour Holy Spirit, in Jesus Name. Amen.

Im-revived

Hey everyone. the suicidal thoughts havent been there for about a week and a half - two weeks now which is great.
but they're starting to come back again today...
please could people maybe keep me in their prayers? im sure it prob works, and it makes me feel so much better to know people are praying, coz i just find it so hard sometimes. im seeing my doc tomorrow morning, so il prob mention it. im scared to tell many ppl at my church or whatever though... in case they just think im crazy or whatever. seems easier confessing this stuff online. anyways yeah please pray that god will be close to me at this time, that i can feel his love, and i wont go through this terrible thought. thank u, everyone, god bless judy xxx

 

[MyChristianForumID]

Dear God,

Great is Your majesty in all the earth and Heaven. Your name be glorified in all the earth and Heaven. You are our Lord and King. We confess that we are sinners in need of salvation. Dear God, I pray that You would fill Judy's soul with the Joy and Peace of your spirit. Shower down upon Judy your love and continue to increase her faith. Dear Lord you love Judy so much. Fill her heart with the joy of this knowledge and heal her body and soul. Protect Judy and keep her safe from harm. I pray this prayer in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Please could people pray for me. I am so exhausted mentally and emotionally it is very hard for me to keep praying all the time, i just feel so disheartened.

I suffer from depression, and today iv been getting horrible suicidal thoughts again. As terrible as itsounds, i dont really want to commit suicide, but i hate my life right now. its stressful, and i see no light at the end of the tunnel or much hope for the future right now its awful. ijust want to be in heaven with god now.

i know suicide is wrong, and im trying to resist these thoughts. its so hard. i ask for prayer that that god will help me to feel there is hope for my future, and it is worth carrying on. please pray god will help me tobe aware of his love.

Thanks for all who pray. I really need the support right now, this is so scary

thank you so much! judy

 

[faithopelove]

Peace to you, judy. Put on the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness. We need you working along side us in the Kingdom. God Bless you

 

[Goobersmooch]

Please could people pray for me. I am so exhausted mentally and emotionally it is very hard for me to keep praying all the time, i just feel so disheartened.

I suffer from depression, and today iv been getting horrible suicidal thoughts again. As terrible as itsounds, i dont really want to commit suicide, but i hate my life right now. its stressful, and i see no light at the end of the tunnel or much hope for the future right now its awful. ijust want to be in heaven with god now.

i know suicide is wrong, and im trying to resist these thoughts. its so hard. i ask for prayer that that god will help me to feel there is hope for my future, and it is worth carrying on. please pray god will help me tobe aware of his love.

Thanks for all who pray. I really need the support right now, this is so scary

thank you so much! judy

Hey Judi I know exactly how you feel. I have been going through the same thing since January believe it or not. I am bi-polar and my meds are still being tweaked. I will pray for you and I want to add you to my friends list if that is okay so that we can PM each other for encouragement. There is a really neat post on this board i want to send you in PM I would direct you to it but i have to go find it again . I want to tell you whats been going on with me and maybe it will encourage you to know you are not alone and also that it is possible to walk out of the darkness. It's hard but it can be done. We are actually the lucky ones. I know that sounds weird but think about it. Those who dont have God will not have someone to help them oversome this. We have the King of All Kings and he worries about every little hair on your head. He loves you that much. Okay, I just want you to know if everyone seems to be abandoning you just turn to God he will be there. One other thing. I know im human but i will not abandon you either. I want to be your friend and help you! Take Care and God Bless! Praying

 

[molly1611]

I am praying for you!!!

 

[Battle Maiden]

Please could people pray for me. I am so exhausted mentally and emotionally it is very hard for me to keep praying all the time, i just feel so disheartened.

I suffer from depression, and today iv been getting horrible suicidal thoughts again. As terrible as itsounds, i dont really want to commit suicide, but i hate my life right now. its stressful, and i see no light at the end of the tunnel or much hope for the future right now its awful. ijust want to be in heaven with god now.

i know suicide is wrong, and im trying to resist these thoughts. its so hard. i ask for prayer that that god will help me to feel there is hope for my future, and it is worth carrying on. please pray god will help me tobe aware of his love.

Thanks for all who pray. I really need the support right now, this is so scary

thank you so much! judy

Lord I lift up Judy02 into your hands, Lord release more of your love upon her, protect her mind , body and spirit. Lord direct her on the path that brings life. I ask Lord that your light may shine upon and draw her out of the darkness that that she is in. Lord still those anxious thoughts and speak your truth into her so that your truth may release her from the lies that are being spoken into her mind. Lord all things are possible through and in you, what the enemy meant for harm Lord turn it around for your good. Release hope and restore in her a spirit of steadfastness and love, for your love casts out all fear.

Battle Maiden

 

[paintdaisy]

Please could people pray for me. I am so exhausted mentally and emotionally it is very hard for me to keep praying all the time, i just feel so disheartened.

I suffer from depression, and today iv been getting horrible suicidal thoughts again. As terrible as itsounds, i dont really want to commit suicide, but i hate my life right now. its stressful, and i see no light at the end of the tunnel or much hope for the future right now its awful. ijust want to be in heaven with god now.

i know suicide is wrong, and im trying to resist these thoughts. its so hard. i ask for prayer that that god will help me to feel there is hope for my future, and it is worth carrying on. please pray god will help me tobe aware of his love.

Thanks for all who pray. I really need the support right now, this is so scary

thank you so much! judy

please help Judy to overcome her depression Lord. Its so hard when you cant see any light at the end of the tunnel.Make her feel better, please God!!

 

[LivingRightForGod]

Judy how are you doing.

We are all praying for you still.

 

[Im-revived]

Father, I lift Judy to you in her needs, in her emotions and in her spiritual life. I pray that you'll help her cling to you through every feeling. Amen

Im-revived