Suicidal thoughts

[Judy02]

Please could people pray for me. I am so exhausted mentally and emotionally it is very hard for me to keep praying all the time, i just feel so disheartened.

I suffer from depression, and today iv been getting horrible suicidal thoughts again. As terrible as itsounds, i dont really want to commit suicide, but i hate my life right now. its stressful, and i see no light at the end of the tunnel or much hope for the future right now its awful. ijust want to be in heaven with god now.

i know suicide is wrong, and im trying to resist these thoughts. its so hard. i ask for prayer that that god will help me to feel there is hope for my future, and it is worth carrying on. please pray god will help me tobe aware of his love.

Thanks for all who pray. I really need the support right now, this is so scary

thank you so much! judy

 

[njcl]

to be in heaven is merely an escape from where you are now,its an paradise thought,if you was normal thinking you would not be in such a hurry i assure you

you dont say if your on any sort of medication,what has triggered the depression,if your under any medical supervision etc??

 

[Tzutchka]

I will pray for you and if you ever need to talk PM me! I pray your feelings of suicide go away immediatly! God loves you!

 

[covenantwmn]

Father God, I lift this one up to You, I pray that You will lead them to help. Help them to share their feelings with another believer who can help. I pray that You will comfort them and deliver them from these thoughts. Thank You LORD for supplying all we need, in Jesus' name, amen.
in Him, Leslie

 

[hypostatic]

Praying!

 

[salvation12288]

Father,
I just pray for Judy. I pray that you will help her to know that you love her, because I know you do! You are such a loving and caring God and you are completely amazing! I love you father Jesus and I pray that you will just lift her out of this pit father...

In Jesus name,
AMEN

I have dealt with a lot of suicidal thoughts and am currently trying to get past them. Keep pressing on! I know it's hard, but it's worth it!

Love you,
Jennifer

 

[gbear]

O Judy, I'm praying for you! In know exactly how you feel, Lord lift Judy up in her emotional being and wrap Your loving arms around her in Jesus name

 

[Anna N. Amos]

Praying.

 

[Diamonds2004]

Dear Lord,

I pray for Judy. Suicidal thoughts are exactly what Satan would wish for her to have and try to use her as an example against Your glroy. Satan is a defeated foe against You. I pray Lord that You may have Your glory shown through her and to show You healing touch. Suicidal thoughts are like a sickness Lord, a person must be healed from them. I pray Lord that whatever the underlying cause is to these thoughts that You may grant her Your peace, true peace even in the midst of stressful events and people in Judy's life. I pray also for her health. Please heal her physically from anything she has and may Your glory shine through.

Through the blood and name of Christ. Amen.

 

[JacobsDream]

Father, let her put her trust in you, knowing that with you, you make a light where there's none and a way where there seems to be no way.
We pray for your upliftment and encouragement in these times as she comes to you.
Carry her once again like you always have, its tough but only by your grace can she continue.

 

[JPPT1974]

Lord watch over our sister
Let her seek help
And that she will seek counseling
Be with her family dealing with this
In thy name and will amen

 

[SHIELDS]

Lord I Ask That You Pour Out Your Comfort Tonight Upon This Dear Prayer Partner .
Lord Please Fill Them With Your Holy Sprit.
Let Them Know That You Are With Them In Jesus Name Amen.

 

[tapero]

Dear Lord, I pray for Judy that she would see just a glimpse of your awesome love like you showed me once when I needed it. Please help her in her thinking, please protect her from the evil one. Please help her with the stress and depression. Lift her spirits. I pray she would get medical help if needed. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

 

[jewel77]

Dear Judy is there anyone you can talk to eg. a pastor or Godly councilor? Dont hold it all inside, you need to speak to someone who is understanding - it helps to let it all out. I have found that having Christian music playing in the house helps and if you could try and give praise to the Lord (I know it's hard) is very powerful as spiritual a spiritual weapon.

Father, I bind the spirit of depression and oppression and comand them to leave Judy now. I bind the spirit of heaviness and comand it to leave her in Jesus Name. Father comfort and surround Judy with your great love, in Jesus Name. Amen

 

[steelrain]

Please could people pray for me. I am so exhausted mentally and emotionally it is very hard for me to keep praying all the time, i just feel so disheartened.

I suffer from depression, and today iv been getting horrible suicidal thoughts again. As terrible as itsounds, i dont really want to commit suicide, but i hate my life right now. its stressful, and i see no light at the end of the tunnel or much hope for the future right now its awful. ijust want to be in heaven with god now.

i know suicide is wrong, and im trying to resist these thoughts. its so hard. i ask for prayer that that god will help me to feel there is hope for my future, and it is worth carrying on. please pray god will help me tobe aware of his love.

Thanks for all who pray. I really need the support right now, this is so scary

thank you so much! judy

Lord Jesus please open her eyes to see what she is in you. Show her who she is I pray.
Please heal her of the deceit of the enemy.
I bind an rebuke the enemy that is coming against her right now in the name of Jesus!
I command in the name of Jesus that you take your hands off of her eyes and leave!
Father I pray that you would shed a bright light into her life. Oh Lord please reveal to her what your plan for her is. I pray that you would heal the scars of her heart and hold her in your arms.
Thank you in advance for the answers to all these prayers Lord.
In Jesus' name. AMEN!

 

[gumpsmom]

Lord, I pray that you lay your loving hand on Judy. Touch her heart and mind, Lord. Give her guidence to seek the help she needs for her depression. In Jesus' name, I pray... Amen

 

[Judy02]

Hi again everyone, just a little update.
In reply to some people's comments, I am on anti depressants (prozac) and see a doctor about once a month. This is just quite scary for me because nothing like this has ever happened before (its been going on since about oct 2004).

Anyway, i thought about seeing a counsellor again, but im not sure how much itl help, and id have to explain everything all over again.

anyway, i recently joined housegroups with my church (like small bible study groups). i havent told them about this yet, because its quite scary telling a group of ppl u dont know that well, deep personal problems. sometimes online seems kind of easier, hehe. anyway thank u for ur prayers. i dont really want to kill myself, but the thoughts are scary.

i just find life on earth quite stressful at the moment, and cant be bothered with it. university is really hard to cope with when being depressed, and all the academic pressure. please pray that god will help keep me calm, and help me through my final exams, and bring me through this, because anything i achieve is because of him anyway.

thank u so much for praying. i try to do it too, but with being depressed it can be so hard. because i feel so low, i get scared im drifting away from god, because i dont always feel he's there or feel happy, i dunno its weird. anyway thank u

 

[Brandonsmomma]

Judy--please know that most teenagers go through this...and it will pass....but in the meantime Lord I lift up Judy to u Father,U know she is hurting.....heal her Lord....Lord take this spirit of depression from her.....

 

[trinity1234]

Judy what u are experiencing is a spirit of depression that can get onto any of us at any time--but young people are more susceptible to it and havent learned how to be overcomers yet....start meditating on the positive things about yourself--outloud(it sounds silly but it works)things like I am highly favoured of God,Jesus loves me,etc etc....drive those negative demon thoughts from your head...do not be a victim to these thoughts---the devil likes nothing else than to make us feel worthless...he is a liar and the truth is not in him....so make a stand against the enemy.....u r precious......Dear heavenly Father I pray that u will bless Judy Lord,heal her pain,help her to have more confidence and grow in u.....in Jesus' mighty mighty name I pray,amen

 

[njcl]

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judy these suicidal thoughts are very scary,they appear like the devil himself but the mind is a very powerful organism,if positive can move mountains,if the opposite can be like a hound of hell against you

your on prozac - ive been on it,didnt do zip for me,maybe you should discuss a change of medication with your doctor,i had to go through around 11 types of medication before hitting the one that works for me,hey seriously consider it ok