- Mar 27, 2017
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- Married
I have been suffering a lot this year in trying to heal but I am grateful to be suffering for Jesus. He is a beautiful God to have. I have been trying my best to follow his path and be his child. I have been praying for my torturers who I realize I love. I realize I love my torturers and that is why I can not get them out of my heart. They had once been friends of mine and I still love them. The main people who tortured me where Silver, Josiah and Micah but there were others as well that helped. I pray for them everyday for their healing and health. I feel Jesus softening my heart even though my heart aches with sadness often. Jesus helps me know that I am healing Silver, Josiah and Micah. They will one day become healthy, loving, God fearing people. I am glad about that. I know Jesus will one day heal my heart, even if it is in heaven. I think about heaven a lot. I imagine myself wearing all white and walking through beautiful heavenly palaces and communing with Jesus and everyone else. I am looking forward to that day.