Struggling

[SplendidTree]

Hey guys. I just have to vent a little and ask for prayer. Things are not exactly great at home and it has been tough. I have been doing better in general and attending group, counseling with pastor, and regular therapy. I have stayed offline more and utilized new coping skills. Still its hard and sometimes I want to be all healed up and it takes time. I feel people do not understand me. I am put down on a daily basis by my brother. My family is drama and they just dont treat me well. To top it off, my great aunt and cousins I go to church with are moving to NC in June. I am sad, lonely, having rough time, feeling defeated praising Christ through tears and sorrow. Trying to tell myself I am a good person. That it will be okay. I just need prayer. I know I am getting better but I am a sensitive person and I used to think people shouldnt say that this is how they just are but honestly, it is who I am. Sorry for any mistakes I am using my phone.

 

[NumberOfStars]

Heavenly father, I pray that you would wrap your arms around her and let her feel your comfort and peace. Please be with her and help her through this time and I pray that you would fill the loneliness she feels by bringing some amazing christian friends into her life. Let her feel your presence and to truly know she is never alone because you are always with her. In Jesus name

 

[Logeth]

I will pray.

I understand you because I have the same problems with my family. I just try to stand in the truth of the Bible and in that it says about me, not on what my family says. If you need a friend, you can always PM me .

 

[redblue22]

cmj, thank you sharing all that with us. I noticed you had been staying offline but you were in my thoughts. sorry to hear you are going through such things right now.

 

[Criada]

Praying for you, sweetie
It can be frustrating, I know.. we always want things to be quick - but recovery is a journey, and you will get there.
Praying for strength and perseverance, and for God's comfort and peace

 

[power2theweak]

Hey guys. I just have to vent a little and ask for prayer. Things are not exactly great at home and it has been tough. I have been doing better in general and attending group, counseling with pastor, and regular therapy. I have stayed offline more and utilized new coping skills. Still its hard and sometimes I want to be all healed up and it takes time. I feel people do not understand me. I am put down on a daily basis by my brother. My family is drama and they just dont treat me well. To top it off, my great aunt and cousins I go to church with are moving to NC in June. I am sad, lonely, having rough time, feeling defeated praising Christ through tears and sorrow. Trying to tell myself I am a good person. That it will be okay. I just need prayer. I know I am getting better but I am a sensitive person and I used to think people shouldnt say that this is how they just are but honestly, it is who I am. Sorry for any mistakes I am using my phone.

Praying for you. (((Cally)))

 

[SplendidTree]

Thank you so much. It has been a rough day but thankfully, I have therapy tomorrow then church Thursday, Friday, and Sunday. I need prayer not to go into isolation mode. When I take steps back, I sit, dwell, isolate at times, put myself down then struggle to move forward. I believe God is loving and understanding but I don't want to get stuck in a rut. Please know I pray for you guys and am truly grateful for your support and understanding.

 

[Dewi Sant]

prayers

 

[RuthD]

Praying for you Cally. Just wondered if there is any way you can get your own place to live where you don't have to be treated poorly. I really feel for you. My family put me down all the time especially my brother. I am fortunate to live on my own alone. I would probably yell at those who treat me bad. Not proud of it but it vents.

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Your in my thoughts and prayers Cally.