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I am not sure if I am allowed to post here since I am a seeker, but I really need some input on how to stop these fantasies. Basically I struggle with multiple fantasies, all of which are strange and some are considered violent. It started out as a diaper fetish, but now it has over time escalated into rape fantasies, which involve both men and women being raped, and more recently it has started to include forced feminization/domination of men. I really am not sure why these things sexually stimulate me. Granted, I have never acted out physically with these fetishes, but I am concerned if I don't stop it may escalate and get to that point. I don't struggle with homosexuality at all which is strange considering some of the content. I believe what they all have in common is the humiliation aspect, which is why I am drawn to them all. Does anyone have any advice dealing with these fantasies? Unfortunately I am out of the job so counseling is out of the picture for the moment. I really lack the will just to stop it, although I think these fantasies are just a symptom of something much deeper, so I am not sure how effective that will be.