Hi, I'm Sharlene, 32 and married for two years. My husband is not a Christian but I am.
I'm really struggling because my husband has expressed an interest in trying out some swinging. I must admit I find this a huge temptation. I don't want to do it because I know God forbids it, but I have an attraction to women too which makes it even harder.
I feel like there is this forbidden lollie bag just sitting there tempting me.
We were recently on a website where swingers chat to each other and there was this very attractive couple wanting to meet us. I felt convicted and cancelled our membership.
I feel taunted by temptation every day. I felt this way before we joined up, but it's even worse now because all it would take is a few clicks and I could be meeting up with this couple. I can't stand it.
I have even started wishing that there was no hell then I wouldn't have to do what God tells me. I feel really quite depressed about everything.
I'm really struggling because my husband has expressed an interest in trying out some swinging. I must admit I find this a huge temptation. I don't want to do it because I know God forbids it, but I have an attraction to women too which makes it even harder.
I feel like there is this forbidden lollie bag just sitting there tempting me.
We were recently on a website where swingers chat to each other and there was this very attractive couple wanting to meet us. I felt convicted and cancelled our membership.
I feel taunted by temptation every day. I felt this way before we joined up, but it's even worse now because all it would take is a few clicks and I could be meeting up with this couple. I can't stand it.
I have even started wishing that there was no hell then I wouldn't have to do what God tells me. I feel really quite depressed about everything.