I'm trying my best to hang in there, but I'm still really struggling, even after praying a lot. I'm not panicking at the same level I used to, praise God for that! But Satan is still taunting me with doubts, making me fear the worst. I need God to fight for me! Pray that God proves soon that these fears are the opposite of reality. Pray that my hope in God's help isn't in vain. The things I'm afraid of are beyond my control. I really need God's help soon! Thank you all so much for praying! I'm trying so hard to have faith and hope for the best that God is going to do something great here. If so, I'll definitely let you know! May God receive all the glory for what He will do! I pray that God blesses you for your kindness in reaching out and praying for me!