- Jan 19, 2020
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I'm 18 and I'm fairly certain I've had ADHD my entire life. I'm now on the waiting list for diagnosis, but I still have 8 months to go :/
It's caused me a huge amount of frustration, and likewise for my parents (at least I think). I've always been blessed by God with the gift of intelligence which has definitely made it easier for me to cope - however now as I'm getting towards my A-level exams, I feel that I'm close to reaching a breaking point.
I find it next to impossible to start tasks that I need to do, let alone complete them, and I feel unable to do any work unless I have precisely the perfect environment. In lessons I often don't have the slightest idea what the teacher is talking about, and it happens so frequently that I'm too nervous to ask for help. I frequently experience mental blocks; this is especially bad if someone has said something to upset me, which can make me unable to think about much anything else for the entire day.
I hate being constantly unprepared for everything, and the feeling of guilt that comes with it implying that maybe I'm just lazy and need to try harder. I've also felt that I'd never be able to handle getting married, because of my embarrassing habit of constantly walking, running or jumping at home, which I can't really help.
Can anyone offer any help? It often feels like I'm the only person going through this, especially as I've never met anyone else with the combination of ADHD and giftedness.
It's caused me a huge amount of frustration, and likewise for my parents (at least I think). I've always been blessed by God with the gift of intelligence which has definitely made it easier for me to cope - however now as I'm getting towards my A-level exams, I feel that I'm close to reaching a breaking point.
I find it next to impossible to start tasks that I need to do, let alone complete them, and I feel unable to do any work unless I have precisely the perfect environment. In lessons I often don't have the slightest idea what the teacher is talking about, and it happens so frequently that I'm too nervous to ask for help. I frequently experience mental blocks; this is especially bad if someone has said something to upset me, which can make me unable to think about much anything else for the entire day.
I hate being constantly unprepared for everything, and the feeling of guilt that comes with it implying that maybe I'm just lazy and need to try harder. I've also felt that I'd never be able to handle getting married, because of my embarrassing habit of constantly walking, running or jumping at home, which I can't really help.
Can anyone offer any help? It often feels like I'm the only person going through this, especially as I've never met anyone else with the combination of ADHD and giftedness.
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