- Aug 15, 2020
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Hi,
I’ve been a Christian for 5 months and I’ve been struggling in my faith. I’m also new here.. and I’m 16
So I saw a thing earlier that said that people were celebrating the gospel being preached in all nations and it scared me because when that happens Jesus comes back. And apparently the third temple is built and ready and people have claimed stuff about the messiah.
I’m nowhere near ready. I’ve been a Christian for 5 months and haven’t spent my time wisely.
I spent the whole time worrying weither God left me because of attacks of the enemy. Ever since I found out about the unpardonable sin I had blasphemous thoughts.
I’m still having them. All day everyday...
I have so many problems it really just doesn’t look good for me...
Jesus tells people to depart of you don’t do Gods will. I probably haven’t been doing that.
I’m sure I have no oil in my lamp and you won’t be raptured unless you are overflowing with oil. (Holy Spirit)
I’ve taken off school for over a week and stayed in my room in bed basically all day I took off.I haven’t didn’t many good fruits cause I barley had the opportunity. And I’ve been lazy. What if I have a dead faith?
I’m struggling with blasphemous thoughts about the Holy Spirit.
works like demonic, demon, devil..
my family aren’t born again...
I also told my mum stuff about Christianity and said things I shouldn’t have said out of fear like how people are slaves to sin but when you become Christian you are no longer and how you’re supposed to fear God and stuff.
I regret it because I’ve now seen things on my phone about how people who teach get judged more strictly.
I tried talking to my mum. She thinks if you believe Jesus exists you are forgiven. She doesn’t think he’s coming back soon.
I haven’t been fully sanctified and probably have hidden sin in my heart. I’ve complained in my head multiple times about my problems.
im not close to Jesus. I’m struggling to repent tho I begged God to help me to.
im not even a bride of Christ because I haven’t repented and haven’t done enough. I lack faith, im also terrified of God.
Im terrified of judgement. I struggle to pray because of blasphemy.
im so scared and want to hear from God. I want to know what God would say to me. If Jesus weren’t coming back so soon I wouldn’t worry as much because I’d have time to serve and repent and get closer.
I really struggle to read the word too.
I don’t want to be separated from God. I love God with all my heart. I haven’t been following Jesus taken my cross Nor denied myself.
I have an urge to play games on my phone all the time.
I don’t feel like I belong to Jesus. When I think of Jesus I think of ‘depart from me’ ..
Emotions towards me
Even when I pray to him it feels like I don’t know him and I feel unbelonging.
I want to have a pure heart and be righteous. I don’t want anything to do with evil.
Jesus and God are so serious and they are perfect. They hate sin and my head constantly sins. What if the thoughts are unpardonable ?
I also really want to have a Christmas. What if Jesus comes back before then.
I wanted at least 10 years left here. I wanted to have a job and go to bible studies and have a long christian life with God and grow close to Jesus.
i want to be a child of God forever.
I don’t know where I stand with him.
I’m terrified of not making it
I don’t feel any closeness to Jesus. I didn’t find out you could even pray to him until over a week ago.
If you’re not close to Jesus then he might not be there at j......
I’m also depressed
Thank you if you’ve read this far down I’m really worried
I’ve been a Christian for 5 months and I’ve been struggling in my faith. I’m also new here.. and I’m 16
So I saw a thing earlier that said that people were celebrating the gospel being preached in all nations and it scared me because when that happens Jesus comes back. And apparently the third temple is built and ready and people have claimed stuff about the messiah.
I’m nowhere near ready. I’ve been a Christian for 5 months and haven’t spent my time wisely.
I spent the whole time worrying weither God left me because of attacks of the enemy. Ever since I found out about the unpardonable sin I had blasphemous thoughts.
I’m still having them. All day everyday...
I have so many problems it really just doesn’t look good for me...
Jesus tells people to depart of you don’t do Gods will. I probably haven’t been doing that.
I’m sure I have no oil in my lamp and you won’t be raptured unless you are overflowing with oil. (Holy Spirit)
I’ve taken off school for over a week and stayed in my room in bed basically all day I took off.I haven’t didn’t many good fruits cause I barley had the opportunity. And I’ve been lazy. What if I have a dead faith?
I’m struggling with blasphemous thoughts about the Holy Spirit.
works like demonic, demon, devil..
my family aren’t born again...
I also told my mum stuff about Christianity and said things I shouldn’t have said out of fear like how people are slaves to sin but when you become Christian you are no longer and how you’re supposed to fear God and stuff.
I regret it because I’ve now seen things on my phone about how people who teach get judged more strictly.
I tried talking to my mum. She thinks if you believe Jesus exists you are forgiven. She doesn’t think he’s coming back soon.
I haven’t been fully sanctified and probably have hidden sin in my heart. I’ve complained in my head multiple times about my problems.
im not close to Jesus. I’m struggling to repent tho I begged God to help me to.
im not even a bride of Christ because I haven’t repented and haven’t done enough. I lack faith, im also terrified of God.
Im terrified of judgement. I struggle to pray because of blasphemy.
im so scared and want to hear from God. I want to know what God would say to me. If Jesus weren’t coming back so soon I wouldn’t worry as much because I’d have time to serve and repent and get closer.
I really struggle to read the word too.
I don’t want to be separated from God. I love God with all my heart. I haven’t been following Jesus taken my cross Nor denied myself.
I have an urge to play games on my phone all the time.
I don’t feel like I belong to Jesus. When I think of Jesus I think of ‘depart from me’ ..
Emotions towards me
Even when I pray to him it feels like I don’t know him and I feel unbelonging.
I want to have a pure heart and be righteous. I don’t want anything to do with evil.
Jesus and God are so serious and they are perfect. They hate sin and my head constantly sins. What if the thoughts are unpardonable ?
I also really want to have a Christmas. What if Jesus comes back before then.
I wanted at least 10 years left here. I wanted to have a job and go to bible studies and have a long christian life with God and grow close to Jesus.
i want to be a child of God forever.
I don’t know where I stand with him.
I’m terrified of not making it
I don’t feel any closeness to Jesus. I didn’t find out you could even pray to him until over a week ago.
If you’re not close to Jesus then he might not be there at j......
I’m also depressed
Thank you if you’ve read this far down I’m really worried