I've been having a problem recently. I broke up with a girlfriend a month or so ago, after not having a romantic relationship for many years. Since, I have been awaking frequently in the night from sexually perverse dreams, which are oftentimes accompanied by "physical release." I'm about twenty, and I know there is a hormonal influence to all of this, but I don't find these things to be physiologically or psychologically "natural" as God intended them to be.
When I was younger, I struggled with inappropriate contentography and masturbation, but I can no longer stand to view suggestive images in magazines or on television, and I quickly turn from such things. I refuse to engage in any sexually-related activities with anyone other than my spouse, if and when the Lord decides to give her to me, because I hold strongly to the idea of the special experience and sanctity of sexuality within marriage. I am terribly ashamed that these things are occurring and I struggle with keeping a pure thought life, having lately been bombarded with abominable thoughts at every opportunity when women are present, although I have no desire to entertain any ideas of sexual involvement with anyone.
Is this the result of demonic activities? Or is the wickedness of the flesh manifesting itself through the subconscious in my dreams? Do other men share similar experiences? Please give me some feedback.
When I was younger, I struggled with inappropriate contentography and masturbation, but I can no longer stand to view suggestive images in magazines or on television, and I quickly turn from such things. I refuse to engage in any sexually-related activities with anyone other than my spouse, if and when the Lord decides to give her to me, because I hold strongly to the idea of the special experience and sanctity of sexuality within marriage. I am terribly ashamed that these things are occurring and I struggle with keeping a pure thought life, having lately been bombarded with abominable thoughts at every opportunity when women are present, although I have no desire to entertain any ideas of sexual involvement with anyone.
Is this the result of demonic activities? Or is the wickedness of the flesh manifesting itself through the subconscious in my dreams? Do other men share similar experiences? Please give me some feedback.