God is really amazing. He doesn't always give us what we want, but he always gives us what we need. In early December I found myself in a situation that just seemed too big for me to handle. It got to the point where I would totally just feel sick to my stomach and half the time I didn't even want to get out of bed in the morning. I kept praying to God that he would change my situation, and he did, but not in the way I intended. HE did what was best for me and taught me to stregthen myself in him. It's almost like God said to me "stand up Joe, I'm with you." And stand up I did. I feel stronger than I've ever felt, but it's not my strength, it's his. I'm ready to kick down the door of indeciciveness and take on whatever the world may bring.
