- Feb 15, 2017
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This morning I had a close call and that resulted in me struggling with scrupulous thoughts throughout most of the day. I still get them from time to time, and it doesn't help that in addition to these thoughts, I also struggle with the very temptations that caused me to have that close call in the first place!
However, what's making my day rough is that I'm still struggling with my anger at the modernists. I guess the reason I'm so angry is that, I wanted to be free of my sins so badly, and I wanted that intimate loving relationship with God, that only Traditional Catholicism can provide. The modernist are just so totally against all this, and they're hurting people because of it! I just the millions of poor sinners out their who need God's Love and Mercy, and the modernist tyrants in the Church denying it to them, leaving them condemned to horrible existence.
I need to overcome this anger, if modernists won't save souls, I can! In fact, like I said before, I'm working on a huge plan for the summer to do just that, and I already have people here I'm helping out. I really don't want this anger towards the modernist over how they tried to obstruct my way out of my life of sin, and into a loving relationship with God. I shouldn't be angry with the modernists, they're old and dying out as we speak, my hope is, in the future, I'll be Holy enough to actually care for, and show mercy for, an old, aging modernist suffering with the consequences of his/her actions, with the utmost love and kindness.
Please pray for me.
However, what's making my day rough is that I'm still struggling with my anger at the modernists. I guess the reason I'm so angry is that, I wanted to be free of my sins so badly, and I wanted that intimate loving relationship with God, that only Traditional Catholicism can provide. The modernist are just so totally against all this, and they're hurting people because of it! I just the millions of poor sinners out their who need God's Love and Mercy, and the modernist tyrants in the Church denying it to them, leaving them condemned to horrible existence.
I need to overcome this anger, if modernists won't save souls, I can! In fact, like I said before, I'm working on a huge plan for the summer to do just that, and I already have people here I'm helping out. I really don't want this anger towards the modernist over how they tried to obstruct my way out of my life of sin, and into a loving relationship with God. I shouldn't be angry with the modernists, they're old and dying out as we speak, my hope is, in the future, I'll be Holy enough to actually care for, and show mercy for, an old, aging modernist suffering with the consequences of his/her actions, with the utmost love and kindness.
Please pray for me.
