- Oct 5, 2016
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I am going to try to see someone from my old church (I may go back to) as soon as possible but I feel so alone and scared I want to be saved now. I am so afraid. I am afraid I am not saved, was not saved, and cannot be saved. I am afraid I do not have saving faith. I am terrified of hell. I was reading something about faith and peace and had the feeling like there was a black hole in me that was pulling all my organs and bones in and like they would shut down and expel me into hell. I'm scared.