hi could anyone give me a discription of what spiritual attack is.
i got real paranoid shortly after i had been to one of the most amazing services of my life, right after i was on cloud nine but then i started to get feelings that everyone in the church thought i was a sex maniac(lol) i started to feel more and more worthless and self hating because people were thinking this about me, i was up all night and just wanted to die, in the morning i wrote the vicar an email telling him he was wrong and that i was angry with him and that i wanted to pull my own flesh off if thats what people thought of me. (lol) seems funny now but he was very worried for me as you can imagine. the paranoia went away a day later and ive felt fine since 4 weeks, and ive had a long talk with the vacar who is my friend and thats great, it took a lot to back to church the next week but i knew i had to because i cant have anything coming between me and jesus, it feels like an attack to stop me going to church. but i dont even know what aspiritual attack is, any advice would be great
mike..
i got real paranoid shortly after i had been to one of the most amazing services of my life, right after i was on cloud nine but then i started to get feelings that everyone in the church thought i was a sex maniac(lol) i started to feel more and more worthless and self hating because people were thinking this about me, i was up all night and just wanted to die, in the morning i wrote the vicar an email telling him he was wrong and that i was angry with him and that i wanted to pull my own flesh off if thats what people thought of me. (lol) seems funny now but he was very worried for me as you can imagine. the paranoia went away a day later and ive felt fine since 4 weeks, and ive had a long talk with the vacar who is my friend and thats great, it took a lot to back to church the next week but i knew i had to because i cant have anything coming between me and jesus, it feels like an attack to stop me going to church. but i dont even know what aspiritual attack is, any advice would be great
mike..