speaking in tongues

[cat has felt the light!]

You know, sometimes I think that I don't have the Holy Spirit in me in the first place (even though I asked for it many many many times). Is it possible for some reason, God does not want to give it to me????

I gotta admit, I sometimes get this feelin but then he reminds me of his presence. I ask for the holy spirit to fulfill me so that I feel it and its so great its like a great big hug!
just one more thing, u must have a clear conscience with the Lord, u must ensure that u have repented of all ur past sins and be completely honest with him, he knows anyway. The only reason I'm saying this is because every time I got like this I would question whether I had really been forgiven!!!
C@ xx