Don't know if this is the right place to post this but man, I'm just feeling some pain at the moment. Many years ago had an experience with a guy, which has messed me around a bit. God has helped me deal with so much of it, but for a long time pain was my companion and all the other stuff, anger etc etc, blah blah. but got used to it if that makes sense.
Then got to a place where there was hope and started making plans and living, came out of depression I guess, God has been amazing really amazing, light.
This is all good but if I see something in someone else, that pain, that fear, it brings it back in a second and its almost physical pain, my whole body would react if I let it.
I don't think its healthy. Do I just try and deny this and get cold towards people or curl up in a corner and scream it out.
Then got to a place where there was hope and started making plans and living, came out of depression I guess, God has been amazing really amazing, light.
This is all good but if I see something in someone else, that pain, that fear, it brings it back in a second and its almost physical pain, my whole body would react if I let it.
I don't think its healthy. Do I just try and deny this and get cold towards people or curl up in a corner and scream it out.