Something Happened

[godismystrength1]

Evil makes me sick, literally. I need to figure out something to do to protect myself from evil because it has surrounded me with ups and downs. Like, appearances on the mirror and lots of rocks, or maybe they're just bugs, thrown at the windows. So all I wanted was some guidance on how to close the entrance to the other-side because whatever is there, whether they are us or something else, seem dangerous to me. I had a nightmare recently that I was stabbed a bunch of times from 9 different demons who crawled in through the window after I took an OD. My uncle was the one who warned me not to ever kill myself, but when someone said that the voice was demonic I did it anyways and now I'm trying to recover from what happened. Because I know my uncle was just warning me of something bad that may happen. So now I'm trying to make it right. But I feel chained because my uncle also told me I don't really have schizophrenia, and my dad is constantly saying to everyone he knows that I am but he doesn't even know....he just blocks me out and pretends I make no sense. I mean how would I know at this point? All I've ever been told is that I'm crazy for believing in GOD. Now that the nightmare is coming true, test that theory.

 

[ERice2nd]

Evil makes me sick, literally. I need to figure out something to do to protect myself from evil because it has surrounded me with ups and downs. Like, appearances on the mirror and lots of rocks, or maybe they're just bugs, thrown at the windows. So all I wanted was some guidance on how to close the entrance to the other-side because whatever is there, whether they are us or something else, seem dangerous to me. I had a nightmare recently that I was stabbed a bunch of times from 9 different demons who crawled in through the window after I took an OD. My uncle was the one who warned me not to ever kill myself, but when someone said that the voice was demonic I did it anyways and now I'm trying to recover from what happened. Because I know my uncle was just warning me of something bad that may happen. So now I'm trying to make it right. But I feel chained because my uncle also told me I don't really have schizophrenia, and my dad is constantly saying to everyone he knows that I am but he doesn't even know....he just blocks me out and pretends I make no sense. I mean how would I know at this point? All I've ever been told is that I'm crazy for believing in GOD. Now that the nightmare is coming true, test that theory.

Believing in God is NOT crazy. Anyone who tells you that should be put out of your life. Neither is Schizophrenia any form of demon possession. Schizophrenia is an illness of the mind, seeing, hearing, feeling strange things is common with Schizophrenia. Read the Bible and meditate on what you read and ask God to give you Guidance. Ask God to come into your life and guide you to the truth which is Jesus, God's son. Read all that Jesus has to say in the four Gospels, Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John.

I have Schizophrenia, I have come to terms with it, so must you. Take your medicine as directed, not over dosing. Keep your thoughts on God and how much he loves you and you will be fine. He loves you so much, more then any person can. No one can take that away from you, not anyone.

 

[KatyAD111]

You are not crazy for believeing in God. The people who don't believe there is a God are fools (I didn't write that, its in the bible). You are blessed because God is in control of everything. He is willing and able to supply all your needs...which is something most people can't or wont do. God gave up everything he could so you could be free from "the cures" which by the way...sickness falls under. another part of the curse is poverty...but i won't go into that. There is a lot of controversy about whether schizophrenia could possably be demonic. I think it is, I really do. Sometimes it can be medicaly treated...those are the people that just begin to hear voices over time...whether its do to stress or family history (not to say that isn't caused by the devil because the devil can cause a stress on a person). But demons somtimes attack people directly. That can happen if a person or a member of a persons family does' witch craft or gets involved with satanism or uses ouija boards or automatic writing. Some people rent or buy houses where people practiced the "dark arts" in them which brought demons in and they attack people...usually the innocent or the ones they find the most vunerable. I've also heard demons entering people by way of drugs.

Whatever it is you are dealing wth...rather it be something spiritual or medical...God can and wants to deliver you from it. Have you eccepted Jesus into your heart yet?
To do that you just pray this prayer...and the spirt of God will come and live in you...


Dear God in heaven, I come to you in the name of Jesus. I acknowledge to You that I am a sinner, and I am sorry for my sins and the life that I have lived; I need your forgiveness.

I believe that your only begotten Son Jesus Christ shed His precious blood on the cross at Calvary and died for my sins, and I am now willing to turn from my sin.

You said in Your Holy Word, Romans 10:9 that if we confess the Lord our God and believe in our hearts that God raised Jesus from the dead, we shall be saved.

Right now I confess Jesus as the Lord of my soul. With my heart, I believe that God raised Jesus from the dead. This very moment I accept Jesus Christ as my own personal Savior and according to His Word, right now I am saved.

Thank you Jesus for your unlimited grace which has saved me from my sins. I thank you Jesus that your grace never leads to license, but rather it always leads to repentance. Therefore Lord Jesus transform my life so that I may bring glory and honor to you alone and not to myself.

Thank you Jesus for dying for me and giving me eternal life.
Amen.

I would advise you to ask the Lord for help decerning whether or not you being attacked with a mental illness or something else. Either way if you have faith God can take care of both.

For protection...you can ask God to dispatch angels to protect and help you.

Now i was being attacked a while ago...and someone told me to say "I plead the bood of Jesus over me" over and over until it stops. The blood of Jesus is "the victory blood" the devil can not distroy it...he has no power over it.

You can also command demons, cast demons out, rebuke out in the name of Jesus. The name of Jesus is the most powerful name...it is the name above all names. You use that name they have got to bow down and obey.

And don't be afraid. God did not put that kind of spirit in you. You are not suposed to be afraid. That gives the enemy power. The Lord is with you always...he will protect you, love you...he is always around to help and listen. You don't have to take my word for it...read the bible. Google, bible scriptures on fear, healing, deliverance...recite them and rememeber them...and have faith. And don't listen to unbelievers...love them and ask the Lord to show them that he is real so they know.

God Bless, if you want to chat I'd love to hear from you...send me an email or a message.

-Katy