somehow I am down

[soyness]

HI.
I was wondering if there are moments for you when you had your good days, where you feel like your in the top of the world and that you're just happy for few secs. But then, you feel so uncomfortable being at that place, as if youfeel like you deserve to be depressed or something, or you are used to it, that you go back to it. It happens to me all the time, mostly.

 

[beetlequeendiva]

Yup I feel like that sometimes - I think it's a depression thing!!! I don' t feel that I deserve to be happy

 

[Dawn Marie]

Yep.

Severe moodswings... I feel "on top of the world" one moment, and then I want to die.

 

[soyness]

Do you think it's a sign of bipolar disorder? Anyone have bipolar?

 

[Ave Maria]

Do you think it's a sign of bipolar disorder? Anyone have bipolar?

I don't know. You have to realize that bipolar disorder is extreme mood swings. We're talking about being so happy/energetic, etc that you feel like you're invinceable and stuff like that and then before you know it, you're wishing you were dead. Of course, I am not a psychologist so I have no idea. I thought I had bipolar once but I didn't. Just major depression. That can cause some pretty bad mood swings in itself. If in doubt, see a psychologist. They can give an accurate and professional diagnosis. Prayers for you and I hope all goes well.