Im 16 years old, and im christian, as well as my family. i like to skateboard and have gotten good at it but there are so many influences that have strayed me from my path. As many times as my dad tells me to stay away from the satanic symbolism, it keeps happening over and over again. i've been really trying, but the consequences get worse every time. this time my board was broken because of it. I know im not supposed to have any type of symbolism but i dont know why it keeps happening. I've went out of my way to erase any trace of it in my life, but something always comes up. As much as i've prayed, nothing's changing and i just don't want my parents to hate me. Im sick of the temptation to the point where i've broken down crying. i need help to completely resist temptation because its ruining my life. i just want everything to stop.