So frustrated!

[georgie2319]

Hello latly i have been having troubble sleeping i though i was due to hubby's constant snoring but that isnt the main problem. I just cant get to sleep. Last night i was awake all night i didnt get to sleep until 6am this morning and i just cant sleep its like my body wont allow me too i am dead tired and have no energy and i want to sleep but i cant. I really need preyer. I have been feeling a bit depressed and maybe this is the cause. Been having petty family problems that leave me having a major headache and make me feel like i just dont want to be here anymore that i want to fade away and i feel like i cant wait for God to come down and get me and take me into his kindom. I feel that i dont matter to people in this world.
I just dont know how to handle situations when they arise and feel that when a problem does accure my whole life is falling apart and i feel un loved, and un wanted and used. The only one who loves me is my Husband, and the only one who does care about me and enjoys my company is my brother as well as hubby who loves me for me and cares about me soooooo much and honestly i cant understand why.
The other day i was on a major high because ive been praying for things for other people and their answer is yes and amen. I was wrapped to know everything was turning out for them and i still em wrapped for them.
But just i am carrying this around me and dont want it in my life is this depression or not i rrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeallllllllllllyyyyyyyy want to cleeeeeep but cant
I just feel like i want to rip the phone out of the wall and throw it in the bin, throw my mobile out/cell away and not bother with family and sleep the world away with hubby beside me. I just wish i wasnt born into my family they are a pack of liars, free loaders and users. And they only love me n wanna deal with me when it suits them yet im ment to bend over backwards for em and have to do it if i dont im made to feel as bad as hell for it and when i stand up for myself and say what i think of how im being treated im made to be the enermy and am made to feel like a rotten cow.
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
GGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[restore]

Family problems r really tough and v stressful and hurt.....but u see God gives u a loving husband and u r child of God. thus u know u r in God hands, and in time God will take away all those hurt. Learn to rely on God.

talk more to your husband and other closer friends is helpful

 

[Casstranquility]

I'm sorry you have to deal with such family problems. I don't really have any advice, but I understand some of those feelings. Sometimes I can get through without feeling used, but that's only when I see that it is a blessing to serve others, we serve Christ through serving others. I know how hard it is to see that! I normally forget and get mad at people. But, it does work when we really believe that we are making a difference, even if our family doesn't appreciate us as much as we want them to, God does appreciate us. God does love us.

 

[PrairieGurl]

Dearest Georgie

Reading your post has brought tears to my eyes. My heart hurts for you...as I have been where you are too many times thru out my life.

I know there are no words I could use to ease your pain and dispair...but I know of One Who's could.

I know the 'wanting to jump off a cliff' feeling. I have jumped off a few myself, ending up in ICU and really hurting the ones who love me, but more sad...hurting the One who created me.

I've lifted your pain to the Throne of Grace, because it's too much for a human heart to bear.

You ARE loved and cared about

s & s,
Wendy

 

[everlast]

Hi georgie2319, do not fear and lose path, if your family is bothering you...try to find ways to balance it out..as in if one of them lies to you..forgive them then turn around and do something positive for urself..try to stay away from negative energy and vibes..even though they are your family and you should still love them it is ok to keep a safe comfortable distance so that they dont harm your life with your husband. Keep in mind that although you are going through a difficult time you still have a loving husband which is a blessing because some people have a bad family and noone to lean on in the end of the day. Be grateful and if you become overstressed take some time to heal yourself with activities that you or your husband enjoy, if you are still feeling symptoms of depression then let us know as you can then seek professional help from a counselor or doctor. But the last thing you want to do is panic and lose control, think about your husband or the future and how your actions can affect them. Stay strong and believe in yourself even when others around you dont or think differently over you, dont forget to love urself and always trust in God even when the world around you is falling down.

 

[tapero]

Dear Georgie,

I am sorry for all the stress you are going through right now. It sounds like it's building up and you need a hug and lot of love and for those phones to break. lol

Give everything to God and let Him carry it for you. You are carrying so much with people that are mistreating you. He will take it from you.

I'll be praying for you my friend.

Love, Tapero

 

[inHisgripkim]

This one is for you Georgie!

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Surrender it to the Lord. Imagine yourself right where the man is standing. Breatttttttthe and take in the
fresh mountain air.​

Hang in there my friend. Surrender your struggles. If you feel like jumping, jump right into His arms and give it all to Him. I pray that you find His peace in you right now. ​

We are here for you.​

Kim​