So alone

[angelluv]

I feel so alone. All my friends are five hours away from here. I was suspended from my college in March this year because of my depression. It's bothering me now because I had another dream about being at my college and seeing my friends. I haven't seen my friends for about 7 months. I miss them a lot. And I may not have one of them anymore. I feel kind of blue tonight. I've been trying hard to get back to my college but they haven't told me whether I can reapply or not. I'm not supposed to call them til November. Therapists orders. But I'm afraid that will be too late to apply for the Spring semester. So please just pray that if I'm meant to go there and ever see my friends again that I get there. This is the part I'm having the most trouble dealing with. Other then that I've gotten lots better on my medicine.

 

[Bay]

Angel,Hope you get alot of response here and I have surely felt the same way. Prayer going out to you! God bless you tonight.

 

[faithandtrust]

hi angelluv, faithandtrust here, lonely on a friday night looking to help some people out, perhaps solve some problems. i don't think i can solve your problem, except to just focus your mind on things that you can change and that are more important. now i'm not saying friends aren't important, because friends are very important. friends are what get us through the day sometimes, but if you can't do anything about it, you gotta pray to God that He'll fulfill that emptiness inside of you. i've never been diagnosed with depression, so i don't know how it is for you, but i do get quite lonely somtimes and feel a little desperate. i don't know what else to say except that i will pray for you. take care my little angel sister...

 

[Taylor43]

I am praying for you and i am so sorry you cannot get intouch with your therapist til Nov. Is she/he on Holidays? Is it possible you can get another til Nov. Keeping you in my prayers hun hope you can get into college in the spring. Praying you can keep up to your studies and things. Are you on meds? I have found meds to help my depression Just know we are here and you can pm me anytime
Love
Taylor

 

[Gods4me]

hey i read you post a few days ago and have been thinking bout u.
you are never alone in spirt
god says he will always be with you. and hunni he is with you.
will be keepin u in prayer

 

[angelluv]

Yeah I'm on meds. They've been working really good. But feeling homesick is not the same as depression so homesickness still kicks me in the butt. It also doesn't help that one of my friends probably won't want me back. Pray that I get better grades too, because I have 2 c's a B and a D. So pray that I can focus on my studies more.

 

[Judy02]

Yeah I'm on meds. They've been working really good. But feeling homesick is not the same as depression so homesickness still kicks me in the butt. It also doesn't help that one of my friends probably won't want me back. Pray that I get better grades too, because I have 2 c's a B and a D. So pray that I can focus on my studies more.

Praying that things will work out for you, and that you still get to where you want to be in life somehow. I know how tough college can be alongside depression. I've found it really hard to focus on my studies sometimes too. It affected it so much, that I started failing exams, which is the first time ever in my life. (my depression started at uni)

 

[UnitynLove]

Yes my sister I am praying for you.

 

[angelluv]

Thanks guys. Things kind of just suck for me right now. I've been doing good. But now it's getting closer to Spring and I still don't know if I'll be allowed to reapply to my college or not. And even if I do will I still have my friends? It's just hard lately. Yuck lol

 

[Solange7]

I really hope that you will be allowed to reapply to your college hun
**Praying for you**

 

[angelluv]

Thank you. Yeah prayers about being able to return to my college this Spring would be very appreciated. Since I was suspended I probably don't have any of my grants anymore. And I'm calling them November 1st to see if my therapists letter of reccomendation passed the test. So pray that that works, and that I somehow manage to get enough money to go there for the rest of my education.