- Nov 9, 2005
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Life has been a struggle for me as long as I can remember,I'm now 36.
My current situation involves unemployment,I've been unemployed for some time now and my benefits are going to run out soon. Then I will have No money whatsoever-no savings,no assets,bad credit,no lenders. On top of that I have apparently not a stable enough job history or whatever it is because I cannot find a job now to save my life,and what's more depressing is the older I get and the more experience I have the Less opportunities I get! What gives? Is it just me or is the whole world going backwards?
Plus the more that I get beat down the more apparently depressive I seem to everyone,now people are starting to comment. They tell me things like I always seem unhappy etc. If they only knew the constant struggles I endure. One can only take so much before beginning to break down and I think that's what's happening now. I don't even know the meaning of happiness. I'd be contently satisfied with even the simple things in life like a regular job,then maybe just maybe one day I could begin to build my life up to something,even if it is when I am old.
My current situation involves unemployment,I've been unemployed for some time now and my benefits are going to run out soon. Then I will have No money whatsoever-no savings,no assets,bad credit,no lenders. On top of that I have apparently not a stable enough job history or whatever it is because I cannot find a job now to save my life,and what's more depressing is the older I get and the more experience I have the Less opportunities I get! What gives? Is it just me or is the whole world going backwards?
Plus the more that I get beat down the more apparently depressive I seem to everyone,now people are starting to comment. They tell me things like I always seem unhappy etc. If they only knew the constant struggles I endure. One can only take so much before beginning to break down and I think that's what's happening now. I don't even know the meaning of happiness. I'd be contently satisfied with even the simple things in life like a regular job,then maybe just maybe one day I could begin to build my life up to something,even if it is when I am old.