Slipping back

[blessedmomof5]

I feel myself slipping back, and the thing is i'm happy about it! I will go a few days again with no food not because i wanted to but bc of all the stress and stuff going on in my life! I suppose this is my way to deal but after weighing the most i have in more then who know how long and wanting to alwaysvto go back but not bc of my girls, i now feel ifbthis is whats going to get
Me through and looks like im really not hyngry anyway who am i hurting then?

 

[dfly]

Hi there,

you already wrote "slipping back" in the title...So I think you realize where this is going to go...If you will go a few days without food, you will very likely get used to it...And continue eating very little. You will go back to anorexia, is this really what you want? Sorry if I sound kind of harsh, I just know this way of thinking and I know that once one starts doing this again, it is so hard to stop. So please stop now. I don't know you but still I'm worried about your post. And I think writing it is kind of realizing you are about to go somewhere that is not good...So please stop now, as long as you still can.
Praying for you.