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she was more than a friend

dianne050

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Ruby we were neighbors,we were friends,I called you my second mom.You were there for me whenever I needed you.I love you and miss you so much.It has been almost a year but when I look across the street at your house I remember our times together going shopping together,sipping coffee listening to each others trials and being there. I thought about Christmas eve days when I would come over to help you get ready for your Christmas Eve family party. It hurts me to know the pain you felt for your sons death.I know you died of a broken heart.I love you Ruby and I miss you so much.
 

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I need this place to be able to talk to you.Every time I think of you a sadness comes upon me.I don't think I had ever been as close to someone as I was or am with you.My tears are flowing ,I pray that one day I will be able to embrace you and tell you I love you. I knew you had given up when I saw you in the hospital,you were so sad, you would not eat or drink. There is such a empty spot in my life without you. I know you are in Gods arms but I do miss you.
 
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Ruby is me again.I still miss you so much.It has been over a year now since you left. I know you are happy now,you are with Jay.But I still need to talk to you.I look at your house across the street and think of our times together.It is still empty...the house.....I still think of you as being there...wanting to come over and have some coffee and talk.I have become so lonely without you there.You just never know how much you would miss someone until they are gone!
 
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Dearest Ruby....I was going through my paperwork and came across the paper from your funeral/Born Feb.1926 /died feb 2005.It has been over a year ..I am sitting here loking at your picture.Someone is moving into your house tonite.It will be hard to see someone occupy your house.I will always have the memories of our times together.Things are kind of rough right now...wishing you were here to give me your advice...even though I know what it would be.I was listening to a talk show the other day...someone was asking about a loved one who had passed. The man advised her to let that person go....he spoke of the light. I am sure you have found the light....all I can say right now is I love and miss you! I just wish we had more time together.....you were so special.
 
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Ruby I have been thinkng of you!I still cry for missing you so much! I wish you would of fought just a bit harder! I have made some friends,,but no one will equal the friendship we had!I was baking some cupcakes yesterday and needed another egg...thought maybe Ruby has one!!!!But Ruby you are not across the street anymore!Wondering will the pain of losing you ever leave?I still think of you as mom!I miss you!!!!
 
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Hi Ruby!!!I was listening to a talk show on the way to work last week and the guy was saying to write to the one you love who has passed away and tell all that one has to say and then tuck that letter away!I ma thinking thoughts of love for you..I still miss you so much!My life has changed since you left!!I still have tears in my eyes when i think of you!Even when i went to Aus. to meet and be with Brian it was you I needed to talk to and i called you just to get your support and to talk with you!I pray that you are happy and you have gotton over your anger with your family!!!I know they must miss you as much as I do!I think of you alot..our talks together..drinking coffee....going shopping together!Getting your house ready for your family to come over on Christmas Eve!I really miss your company!I have your picture here ...seeing your smiling face......remembering your voice!I still call you my other mom!You would listen to me...talk to me..advise me!!There is a family living in your house now.....think there are 2 small children there.Fred came over last year and took jays steel cactus before the house was sold. But the tree that jay planted...the family took it out!I bought one for my backyard but the frost got to it! I suppose you are happy and with jay!I still wish you would of fought harder to stay here.....I sure do miss you!Okay Ruby I just needed to talk to you and this helps a bit!!!I love you and miss you!!Wish you were here to hug!!!
 
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Ruby...I woke up with thoughts about you this morning!Another christmas eve....when I would be helping you get ready for your family to come over.Its been almost 3 years now so much time has gone by..but you are still so much in my hert!So many times I miss not being able to be with you and talk with you!Alot has happened this year..I am a grandmother!!!!He is so precious....I wish you were here to hold him!!You were such a true friend... I still miss you so much!!I hope you are still with me.....I need your guidence you know what is in my heart and what I am feeling now.I Love you Ruby!!!!
 
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